the world trys to show you
what is right and wrong
as you can come towards one direction
and fail on the next
so its like the same with a relationship
as not seeing through the blind for love
can be at times so truly deep into the soul
when you seek out the truth of what
has been hidden, its hard to open up
what is actually around
as having a honest relationship
has to be a plus, as having a relationship
where drinking and drugs come about
is not so pleasent that we all know about
denying there is a issue is not so grand
as seeing what you have gone through
in the past and seeing what your going through as now
each person in differnt when it comes down to there issue
drinking is not a game. when one was young we would find it fun
but were grown with our own. so we have seen the troubles that could arise
nothing is wrong on opening the doors to help someone in need. knowing
they wont, its useless to even have them about
so it can be a blessing if one see through the light and knowing
there relationship interest is no more do to there own mistake
they call there dear friend.. the beer in both hand in need
where they feel thats there only love as you can see.

Wow ! I quit drinking in 2002, so I know where your coming from here. hang in there

I hope you feel better