Don't act like you didn't know Mother,
YOU left me alone with him, as you left with my brother.
YOU knew he was sick, twisted and a perverted prlck.
But YOU did that to me, YOU were just as sick, but you didn't see.
He hurt me Mother, he stole my little girl's heart, ripping it apart
No, YOU can't see my scars Mother, not that YOU would ever bother.
He's dead and gone, buried deep. But his living was to steep.
Now YOU say you didn't know, PLEASE MOTHER, YOU DID "SO".
My young life was lost to that dirty man's hands and mind.
His memories will last forever inside me, always to rewind.
You've lived well within my hell, and YOU have nothing more to tell.
WHY MOTHER DID YOU LET HIM DO THAT TO ME?????????????
YOU get to act like you were not aware, YOU JUST LIE, I swear!
Thats been thirty years ago, and YOU still say, I DIDN'T KNOW!
GOD SHALL JUDGE YOU WHEN HE CALLS,
with him, YOU can't hide behind your protective walls.
MAY GOD HAVE MERCY ON YOUR SOUL, as for me, I DON'T HAVE TO.



Written for a friend who left this plain, and her pain.

this poem fits someone i know
a friend of mine had a daughter 21yrs ago by a man that we met when we were teens and he never did any harm to us that was his good side. he had 2 other kids from a previous relationship. where i resently helped my friends daughter get in touch with her half brother and sister. he abused those two. but with my friends daughter he only saw her when she was a baby for my friend hid from him. as you can figure on the reason... he died about 6yrs ago.. a little to late for all the fear he caused many

is that really the title of this poem,..a Father`s love ?

how tragic for any child to grow up sexually & emotionally abused,..

how does one ever get on with living with such pain ?

is death the only way out ??

Its called THIS, NOT BECAUSE OF LOVE, it should be called a Fathers SHAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But, my title was for OTHERS TO SEE,,as THEY READ,,his sin and his shame...NO CHILD SHOULD EVER BE ABUSED, OR USED BY "ANY" FAMILY MEMBER...
MANY of my friends through the years have told me stories of their child-hoods and MANY have had sexual predators within their families who betrayed THEM, and raped or TRIED to rape them.
MANY have taken their lives, because of carrying THAT and their family members secret within them all their lives.
PLEASE, ANYONE WHO MAY SUSPECT ANY ABUSE OF A CHILD,
""""""""""""""""CALL SOMEONE, REPORT THEM"""""""""""""""""""""""""
ONLY WE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN A CHILD'S LIFE TO PROTECT THEM FROM THEIR FAMILY'S SICKNESS OF SEXUAL ABUSE AS WELL AS PHYSICAL ABUSE.

THIS story was from a friend of a friend who I went to school with thirty five years ago,,,when asking them about THIS FRIEND HERE,
They told me her departure and her reasons for doing so..

THIS WAS WRITTEN BY ME BECAUSE I AM REALLY PlSSED OFF AND SAD,
BEING A PARENT means to PROTECT AND LOVE,
NOT ABUSE AND DESTROY THEIR LIVES FOREVER BECAUSE ""YOUR"" NOT SANE ENOUGH TO REALIZE THE DAMAGE THAT ""YOU"" CAUSE IN THEIR MINDS,
""""""""""""""FOREVER"""""""""""" AND EVER""""
THEY NEVER FORGET, and MOST, NEVER FULLY GET THROUGH THEIR SESSIONS
WITH COUNSELING, THEY STILL BURY THEIR HARD REALITIES,

MANY CHILDHOOD FRIENDS WHO WERE LOCKED UP FOR SMALL CRIMES,
GOT RAPED WHILE SERVING 90 DAYS IN A LOCAL JAIL...

WE LIVE IN A VERY SICK WORLD WHERE THIS TYPE OF CRIME IS OVER-LOOKED
or MADE TO KEEP HIDDEN,,,,,PLEASE,,,DON'T HIDE YOUR TRUTHS AND IT
WAS ""NOT"" IN ANYWAY,,,YOUR FAULT, THAT THEY DONE THAT TO YOU>

THEY WERE SICK,,,,,END OF STORY,,,and GOD WILL HEAR YOUR PRAYERS
FOR HELP AND TO GUIDE YOU TO FORGIVE AND ERASE THEIR SICKNESS
FROM YOUR MEMORIES...I PRAY EVERYDAY FOR ALL CHILDREN TO BE KEPT SAFE AND OUT OF HARMS WAY..

DON'T^ CLOSE YOUR EYES TO THIS PROBLEM,
OPEN THEM, SEE THEIR SICK, AND CALL AND REPORT THEM TO CFS, or POLICE, or BOTH!!!! NOW,,BEFORE ""THEY""CAN HURT SOMEONE ELSE...
I am always here if ANYONE needs to talk about life and them,,
Its HERE, where I have met and talked to MANY who have had THIS DONE
Thank you all for reading this,,and caring..

Death, should ZNEVER be or fee-e thats the ONLY WAY OUT!

Find someone you can REALLY TRUST, and TALK,,TALK,,and TALK,,about every detail of your pain,,get it all out,,and cry, yell, scream,,,
WHATEVER IT TAKES YOU, to help BRING-OUT,,all the pain inside you body, heart and mind.. Then,,IF their still living,, CONFRONT THE ONE WHO HURT YOU,,and tell them your HURT and discuss with what they done to you....NOT in anger, if you can,,,but just an adult
talk with the family with you,,about the BAD PERSON,,,
Then,,YOU CAN START TO HEAL,,,,,And THIS,,is only MY ADVISE,,
I AM NOT ANY KIND OF PROFESSIONAL WITH THIS, SO PLEASE,,ASK OTHERS and OPEN up your mind to ADDRESS it and THEM...to see where you can get the PROFESSIONAL HELP NEEDED to make you better...
I will PRAY for you and everyone who might be in suffering because of THIS...