Staring out from within myself,
Seeing dissapointment, hate, and wasted youth.
For what seems a breif moment of peace,
soon replaced by unrelenquishing terror.
I've tried, givin up, and searched for a reason
Reasons for being, wanting, acheiving, failing,
To be awoken, awoken to this new enlightened being.
Of hope seeing all that was and all that will be,
Is not lost or unobtainable.
But instead within reach and at the fingertips of opportunity.
Here now in this world of rules, laws, and prejudices.
I finally see myself as a person with positive traits and abilities.
A person of untapped abilitys and unique thoughts which bring ideas.
For I know I am and will be great, amazing , and needed in this world.
For a group with no leader wanders.
I've been in a unpiloted maching caught in a downward spiral,
toward nothing but unrespected accomplisment.
Blinded by rage and false hopes!
But all that has ended in me, in this sobering enlightenment
I Am Me

Nicely done dude...