Don't care if anyone posts to this, or reads it... just have to let it out.

You are both gone now
Mom, Dad
Thankyou so much
for the things that I had

I never knew it would be this hard
God, I just don't know what to do
life will never be the same
without the two of you..

I loved you both
truly with all my heart
I never thought there would be a day
\that we would be apart

But mom and dad
I hope when you both will look down on me from heaven
both my sister's i'm to take care of
but it's my responsibility
to be a son you both can be proud of

I talk to you both every night
oh how I wish you were both still here
I loved you both so very much
held you in my heart so dear

but don't worry about me mom and dad
because you both taught me to be strong
to rise up and take charge
and do my best to keep things from going wrong...

By Daniel
5/22/10

awww thats very sweet

Really nice tribute to them Daniel

What great sentiments. I know it's difficult to not have them here in body, but their spirits are the memories are with us always.

Thank you all for commenting, I know they are both in a better place.
No more suffering, no more pain..

I'm the only man left in the family now, and both my sisters keep looking to me for answers to their problems now that our dad is gone, funny i'm the youngest, but I am the man of the family now, I will just do my best to come up with the solutions to fix their problems, that is if I am able, but I will try..

You're right Pam, they are, and as long as i'm alive a part of them is still alive too.. It just doesn't make it any easier..

I was with my Dad when he passed, I saw him take his last three breaths, I was holding his hand, i'm telling you when he took that last breath I lost it, he died at home, and when they came to take his body I almost got arrested, I wouldn't let anyone touch him, I finally went outside because I couldn't watch them..

Oh well enough of all that, sorry I rambled..

Hope everyone is doing well..

dont be sorry you rambled... your letting your emotions out and that good.. you need to expres more as for being the only man in the family now and your sisters leaning against you.. who there for you to lean on they should take that in consideration...

my step mom died 2yrs ago and she also died at home and my dad slept in the chair by her and the morning she had died he knew that was her last breath.. she had died a little past 7am and that was about the same time i woke up that morning.. i had called several hours later to see what was going on and he said he would call right back. he didnt tell me why untill later for he was in the middle of the hurse showing up and he had to take care of other things.

That was not rambling Daniel...it was from your heart and if you can't vent here, we may as well all go home.

i would agree. we have every right to vent.. u cant hold in the pain you need someone to confine in

I am so sorry to hear that, I know it must have been very hard for you to find out why.. as for who is there for me, I have always had to bear the weight of everyone else whenever anything happened... Someone had to be the one, I guess it just happened to be me all those times, it ok, I have my alone time when I can rest, and I have all of you here, which is a blessing..

Thanks Kim, that means a lot, hugs to you