you had me. except you lost me.



all for a better cause.


for you. for us.


us for you.



oh tou'che



an

old

cli'che



i know this now.




two and a half years ago

i would have no idea



what

or who

i was.


married to you.


thinking...

of him...

and why... you were thinking of him

.................when you were with me.






...i know

why now.



.......appauled.......


by my own applause.




things are better. much better.





i am over the want of having you.




i thought you were a need.




as if my life could be any less fun

without you.




funny how we laugh at what we

think is funny.




you had me. and i am glad i had you.




now without you i can appreciate

those fears of losing you i have had to



...........



.................................

.....



overcome.




this took time.


as they always say.

usually.

Nice write! I can so totally relate!!

I always look back to see if their looking back, to see if I'm looking back,,at them...

Nice one Bro,,,,T

Very nice poetry