It's funny how a guy can be going through life, doing what he does, talking to friends and wishing that they are happy and glad in where they are. Doing things day to day, taking care of all he can the best he can, then out of nowhere a lightening bolt strikes. not once but twice.... he finds himself needing his friends to get by day by day, making sure he gets his meds and does all he is supposed to do.. then he's ok and not needing that help and is trying to once again live day to day... then the second bolt... and he's happier than any man can be, he's not only happy that things are going right, but that someone is wanting to share that.

Then one day... after a good day.... it's once again raining, and there is nobody to blame but himself and his past.

strange.....

yeah...that is "strage"

i don't think it's a guy thing, it's a life happens thing. sun and rain and sometimes you get a rainbow.

Um, what kind of response were you looking for here? You provided just enough detail for it to not really make sense, there was no time line and no question was ever posed?

I could use a rainbow again.. Had one and lost it...

I was not looking for a response really, it was just an observation... and I know that life is life and it hurts and there is happy... it was just a personal opinion about my life.

Gotcha, sorry I wasn't trying to be rude just trying to understand

Sorry that I did not make that clearer...

Life sometimes isn't meant to be understood. Just go with it!!

Sometimes I wish I had a day planner for my life, so I could cheat and look ahead...

Sometimes it's better not to knowwhat's ahead! All I know is things has to get better than they have in the past.

yea I guess... but I really hate speed bumps ...

and besides... you posted you got ummmmm lovin..last night... lucky thing you....

Got to get some lovin somewhere!!

need my address?

Sure!! I'll be on the next plane!

ok get to Expedia.com and tell me when to pick you up

Um, I'm a little short on cash!! Maybe a raincheck?

yep

You'd have to hold tight to my hand or I'd get lost in the city!!!