god chosen u because u were his favourite,hurting u was in god's plan ,to make u learn life,people & mistakes(not to repeat -commit new one)
i compliment u for real good heart touching writing,god bless u
mike kumar
Why did you choose me to talk to that night we met. When all I did was compliment your music like the hundreds before me?
Why did you choose me to be your friend when clearly you have so many...
Was hurting me in "Gods" plan? Or just yours?

When you meet God in a latter life what will you say to that?
What excuse will you give him for hurting something you swore was a gift from him?
What will you say when he asks why did you hurt the one thing you swore was your forever, your angel?

Why did you hurt me bad?

Why did you choose me?
Why did you let me in , why did you let me let you in?
God what were you thinking about?

When you meet God in a latter life are you going to tell him you let me go because I was
no good for your soul?
Why did you choose me to be the one you crushed, you took everything.
When God asks why what will you say to that?

Why did you choose me when you knew how desperately I wanted to be a mother.
And you told me I could. You let me believe it was going to happen.
But I was afraid at times I would be no good...
Why did you choose me to tell me I deserve them?
Why did you choose me to give me that hope and take it back?

Why did you choose me when I repetitively failed you with every test that came back positive for more and more cancer.
Why did you choose me when I repetitively failed you when I could not get my fears under control.
I repetitively asked you to let me let go but you never did.
You made me feel you understood and you asked that I give you a chance.
You made me feel it was all going to be okay
Was hurting me in "Gods" plan? Or just yours?

I would like to meet your God when I am done with this life to ask him,
how can one person be hurt so much
Why did he choose me to hurt me so bad.
Why did he choose me I'll never understand.
God what were you thinking about, why did I not matter?


I want to ask God what happened to the man I fell for
Here is the question I need to know
How could he be so selfish and unkind...

God why did you choose me and bless me with these hands that I keep being dealt.
Why did so many things go wrong
Why did you choose him to hurt me so very bad
I will never understand

I would like to meet your God and ask him what he was thinking about.
God what were you thinking about?
Did you forget all the good that I have done?
All the pain my life has brought?

Why did you choose me on that one night
Why did I deserve to be hurt
I would really like to know why

Was hurting me in "Gods" plan? Or just yours?

Sasha Lynn Rhoades