Baby boy version.....





MY BABY BOY......

I find myself standing over your
crib again.
I needed to see your peaceful face,
as you lay fast asleep...

You are so pure,so innocent and sweet...
And I find it hard to believe you are really mine!

I weep as I bow my head close to yours and
in a hushed whisper I pray...

I ask the Lord to let me be the Mommy
I know I could be.
To please let me be the hand that guides you.
The voice that praises you.
The one that showers you with confidence and love that will
nurture you and make you the beautiful man I know
in my heart you will be..

You are so pure,so innocent and sweet...
And I find it hard to believe you are really mine!

As my eyes are closed and I pray,
I see your life play out in my mind baby...

I see you take your first steps to
my out reached arms...

I see you grow into a little boy chasing balls and running free...

I see the sunshine in your face as you play on the football team ...

I see your grown hand reach out to wipe the tears
that are fallen down my face as we pack the car
and your off to your college years...

And than I see you dance holding her tight,
Your bride all dressed in white, as we let you go so you can
statrt your married life...

You are so pure,so innocent and sweet...
And I find it hard to believe you are really mine!

I slide my hand down in your crib and place your tiny hand in mine
and gather the strength I need to slip the scarf of my now bald head
and I lay it at your tiny feet....

I ask the Lord to bless us and to mend us
to take the cancer from me,to help us understand,
and to help us win this fight....

Mommy is glad you are to young to know or understand what exactly
the cancer had taken from me...

I took mommy's hair away and some of her dignity
and pride...
It made Mommy's clothes big and it makes her cry...
It takes some of Mommy's time away from her child,
but it will never ever take her love...

You are so pure,so innocent and sweet...
And I find it hard to believe you are really mine!

As you lay there I whisper in your ear
to always remember this,
You were his child first and a gift to me...

You will be in my heart today, tomorrow and forever.
there is no distance to far for a mothers
love to reach her child...

you are so purse so innocent and sweet...

In his name we pray...

AMEN

again what more do I need to say , you children will love these poems one day , beautiful :sharon