Divorced


Today I feel like a fool
Because of what I was told
I thought the hurt was over
You are so incredibly cold

To think of where I placed you
In the priorities of my life
How you just disposed of me
And stopped being my wife

I wish I could hate you
But I have too much soul
You took from me my family
It really took it's toll

I know who you are now
The dark I never saw
You kept it tucked away so deep
I never knew your flaw

It's you who can't be loved
And that I am telling you
For you will never feel
Like other people do

It comes from way down inside
And lights up every room
Something that's not in you
All you feel is gloom

You don't know how to love
I know it was not me
All the things I did for you
Because my love was free

So today what I was told
Made me feel so small
But that's ok you see
I no longer take the fall

It's you not me
With a heart so desolate
Now I am not sure
If I was ever a part of it

To be so hurtful
I cannot perceive
Just like the day
You decided to leave

Now I look around
And see an empty house
A shell of a family
No sign of my spouse

The only thing I have
Is inside of me
A heart full of love
That I hope someone else will see

MAD 2007

Very sad, very moving, very beautiful.

Write it out and leave it where it belongs...In the past...Nice write Michael...

Ainjel,
It is finally in the past, it took a long time,,
Thanks for understanding,,
Michael

Time is a great healer...May your future be brighter and better...