when i look back i just laugh from time to time

because it's time to stop looking back

so sad i don't want to feed the animals
and i'd rather feed the earth

because i'm not so hungry anymore

concussed, oppressive state
i know i'm too late
to ever have this make any sense
and i don't want it to

i don't know what i want

maybe just to get away from all these things
that make me think
the path that i know will ever lead me

so when daylight breaks
and shatters my ribs
and they pierce my lung
i'll laugh for you and gag
on the sweet remains of all those bitter days

maybe a dream will show me
what it's like to not be so out of it

the haze has wrapped around me
and i don't want to change

even if you hate me for the booze
and the birthdays
and the breaking heart
i delivered and then charged you for
you have to admit that your sorrow
couldn't have been caused by a sweeter guy

where i live
where i stay
and where i play
is a thousand miles away
and underneath the little steps
of broken feet
attached to children
in a town that makes no sense

i don't care if i make sense anymore

no reason why
time to time i cruise through
just to make sure
that i was wrong again

and it helps me to remember
what i've tried so hard to become...
someone loved enough to truly be all alone

and then, maybe
we can share a soda
and i can eat away the rot
that helped me kill the only thing i ever cared about
and the only thing that you ever could use to hurt me
so you did

be seeing you
whether or not you'll ever see me again

home is just a word we use
when you forgot where we were running to next

but i'm going to try
and remember
how to escape once again

find me in the plastic wrap
i'm better if you never take me out
more valuable if you never, ever touch me

no, not even once

I am sorry but this sound like someone hurt you.....I am so sorry.

"I take spatulas and spread a perspective
that is understood only through my...
caring tries to feed, good for you..and douse with lots of water..
feels like a familial bon bon..
better a vitamin.."
RL

an excerp from My Family Cook Book..brought to mind, thanks

Continue forward always, to never glimse back...Fab write PP..

So dark, so out-casted, throwing discarded cares away.
Into rhyme to just pass some time.
YOU sir, have a great imagination!!!! GREAT PLAY..of words.

so felt

emotions run rampant...pain fully felt-excellent write

There comes a time to realize it is time to move on learn from the past but never let it consume one as they move on into the future......