Opening my never closed heart

I never understood how much I missed
Why was I lied to?
Why I didn’t see when I felt
Why I was touched and not held
I was trusted but not loved
Expected not appreciated
Lead on not let in
Told but not talked to
Happy when I was sad
Viewed but not seen
Always there always near never wanted
Pushed away sealed in my heart
Lead to believe drove to my knees
I wanted so much more
Tasting the resin of the past
Realizing there is so much more
Healing a broken heart
Seeing what’s important
Not fighting fate
Hearing what’s being said
Feeling the freedom of love
Trusting my inner self
Getting to know my spirit
Feeding on my pulse
Breathing in the air that calms me
It’s not what I miss it’s what I want
Opening my never closed heart

MAD 2010

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