I don't see a thing.
I don't hear a thing.
I feel nothing right now.
You're constant bombing of
my soul has left me numb.
I will never be good enough
for you.
When will you realize
that perfection doesn't
equal happiness?
I know I spend to much
time smelling the roses.
You always were so serious
and I am not.
Does that mean I don't belong?
I'm drenched in tears
wondering what the hell went wrong.
I'm no angel,
I'm more like a fool.
A fool who's crazy enough to think
that a little love all you
need to see things thru.
You want more than I
have to offer.
I can only do so much.
I cannot be in the dark
crying myself to sleep.
I'm lonely for your touch.
When will you learn that
unconditional love means
love without conditions?
Am I a fool to think it is.
You make me feel so helpless,
like I'm not good enough.
Am I supposed to suffer
until I please you?
Is it me you love
or is it the me you want me to be?

Yes! This is how I feel right now
to the very core of my soul.

i like that very much. it's very true in some of our lives including
myself. i've lived two years of that poem