That night he couldnt fall asleep like usuall. He knew, he is alone in
this world. NoooNo, he didnt want to make himself look bad in your eyes,
so you would feel guilt and be sorry, please dont do that...He just
honestly wants you to be happy, because it means so much to him. He
wants you to know that it is so important to him, you are important to
him. If you think that it sounds strange and crazy and you cant
understand this type of art, I wouldnt suggest you to read it further...
You see he was lost, just like those words here. Can you feel how
strange they sound? Those words are confusing and they scaring, you
think that they dont make sense, but he knows they make, just like you
make sense by living here in this world...
Wind blows, I know you think "what a **** is that?" Wind makes him
happy, because he can tell him his secrets and wishes. He can send a
message to you, he can say I l o v e y o u..he knows he can trust wind,
wind will never betrade him. Did you ever think of that? He is talking
to you every time, he is wishing you the best, he gets scared when you
get sad. Its real, I promise to you... He is some kind of different, he
is drunk..drunk of feelings and pain. When he looks at your eyes he can
see through them, he can feel what you, because he becomes you.
Sometimes he just falls down on the floor like a leave from the tree and
lets to the pain go through him, just like electricity would go throug.
It makes him wonder, why? I mean why he cant get ridom of it, he doesnt
want to look like that, because it is not what he is ment to be, its not
what he wants to be, full of pain, but wind keeps blowing, if you
understand what I mean...He gets up. You dont see him, your eyes just
somehow dont see. He is just too scare to scream, to try again over and
****ing over again. What to do? damm it, those days...YOU, I am talking
directly to you! Its not a hell, hell doesnt exist in his way. Tear is
falling down from his eye right now, he can feel every word he write,
say... Power of music takes him away, just like a bird which suddenly
turns to left while he is flying in the sky. He needs to take a deap
breath, because he is shaking from the feelings which are tauching him
now, you need to understand him, it his first time when he tells
everything to the world, it's so powerful, but it makes him feel very
insecure, he is doing just because of you, so you could know, how much
do you mean to him. He needs you, he really does..Do you believe in
miracles, do you still follow your dreams? He does, everytime when
someone reads it...