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Edited by
Calleigh12
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Mon 10/19/09 10:22 PM
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Sorry to hear that.. Reddie.. =[ I understand it, I'm just glad I'm past that point. I hope you feel better soon. Don't worry about people not getting it, we all deal in different ways and on different time tables. 
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Hmmm I cried last night realising that something would never be...even though I already knew it. Yes, I'm a fickled woman.
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Hmmm I cried last night realising that something would never be...even though I already knew it. Yes, I'm a fickled woman. been there, done that, it's sooo awful.
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Red what about that older guy were were involved with? I'm confused, as it sounds ilke you're still having feelings for the NJ guy?
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Still call someones name through your tears?? 
Yes, but it's a mix of tears and laughter because he's dead... it doesn't make me sad anymore. |
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Red what about that older guy were were involved with? I'm confused, as it sounds ilke you're still having feelings for the NJ guy? |
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Still call someones name through your tears??
Yes, but it's a mix of tears and laughter because he's dead... it doesn't make me sad anymore.
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There is no timetable for these things....
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still sucks. Just wanna stop thinking bout him, I have tried to keep my mind busy but I always end up drifting back to him.
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You might want to think about some alone time. To focus on you. If this other guy really cares for you, he'd step back. This is why us older folks always say to wait. We are such bossy know-it-alls, huh?
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 at times yes  I have tired alone time but I just sit an think bout him even more.
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and it helps when your boyfriend understands and listens...muah...
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Red what about that older guy were were involved with? I'm confused, as it sounds ilke you're still having feelings for the NJ guy?
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Everyday.. Within the lonliness.. I clench a pillow.. I remember.. Remember those days.. When my life wasn't so empty.. Before the big, black empty void.. Almost everday.. Since the day I watched her walk away.. I replay it over and over again.. Like watching your favorite movie.. Except I despise this movie.. I hate the actors who play their parts.. I guess, in reality.. It's nothing like a movie.. Unless it's the one... With the really bad ending.. wow...awesome |
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Everyday.. Within the lonliness.. I clench a pillow.. I remember.. Remember those days.. When my life wasn't so empty.. Before the big, black empty void.. Almost everday.. Since the day I watched her walk away.. I replay it over and over again.. Like watching your favorite movie.. Except I despise this movie.. I hate the actors who play their parts.. I guess, in reality.. It's nothing like a movie.. Unless it's the one... With the really bad ending.. wow...awesome Uhh... Yeah. Awesome is the word I'd use to describe it too.. |
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Everyday.. Within the lonliness.. I clench a pillow.. I remember.. Remember those days.. When my life wasn't so empty.. Before the big, black empty void.. Almost everday.. Since the day I watched her walk away.. I replay it over and over again.. Like watching your favorite movie.. Except I despise this movie.. I hate the actors who play their parts.. I guess, in reality.. It's nothing like a movie.. Unless it's the one... With the really bad ending.. You're a good writer. |
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Everyday.. Within the lonliness.. I clench a pillow.. I remember.. Remember those days.. When my life wasn't so empty.. Before the big, black empty void.. Almost everday.. Since the day I watched her walk away.. I replay it over and over again.. Like watching your favorite movie.. Except I despise this movie.. I hate the actors who play their parts.. I guess, in reality.. It's nothing like a movie.. Unless it's the one... With the really bad ending.. You're a good writer. lol ok, thanks! idk where that came from... but thanks? |
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Everyday.. Within the lonliness.. I clench a pillow.. I remember.. Remember those days.. When my life wasn't so empty.. Before the big, black empty void.. Almost everday.. Since the day I watched her walk away.. I replay it over and over again.. Like watching your favorite movie.. Except I despise this movie.. I hate the actors who play their parts.. I guess, in reality.. It's nothing like a movie.. Unless it's the one... With the really bad ending.. You're a good writer. lol ok, thanks! idk where that came from... but thanks? Sometimes it's like that, I can come up with something poignant on the fly. However, I have to be truly miserable to do it.
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Edited by
TelephoneMan
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Tue 10/20/09 04:17 PM
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No, I switched to calling her name when I go to the rifle range with plenty of magazines full of ammo for my AR-15... I have a target made up of a picture of her and her ex-boyfriend the day I found her in bed with him...
Hell will freeze over before I shed one tear over that whore. |
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Sometimes it's like that, I can come up with something poignant on the fly. However, I have to be truly miserable to do it.
Secretly.. I'm one of the most miserable ppl on the planet.. I just never show it.. I express it through writing.. What they call 'beautiful'.. I call my everyday pain.. I guess.. that's just how it goes. |
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