I'll spare the details of the bad news this week, but how i will be coping is another story. Too many of you who believe I'm too high on myself would be happy and think I'm deserving of all that I reap and I don't feel like thinking about it and really you need to invest in a sense of humor. The pain is worth it.

I am having my first drink. It will not be my last. I haven't even left the house yet. They are saying it's not showing any effects yet and I'm not really aging from it. I say I maxed at 16 years but what the hay.

Lover no. 1 is on standby. All I need is a one word text. Play.. as in, I want to.

Best girlfriend is meeting me at the bar later with the usual assorted mix of freaks and gents and girls and guys.

I hope she doesn't call me out again on getting hit on by guys she likes or that I'm flirting with TOO MANY of the guys cause as she says, where is my self-worth???

I hope you have a good night

This sounds like some good drama. Please tell us more!

Thank you, kind mirror it will at least be a grey goose kind of evening. Who knows, maybe I'll stay home play cubis and watch something Tim Burton.

Have a good night too

It's too painful (like how much I weighed before I stopped eating) and not involving the usual boy-girl and friends drama games.

thanks. let us know how it goes