You’re not here

(Opening)
I’m trying to live my life
But the fact is I’m blind
I try to make you see my side
I speak only truth
Just stop the hiding
Please stop the fighting
Live with it
Just live with it
You try to rape me
But that’s the biggest part of this.
If you are here I wouldn’t know
You slam the door on my heart long ago
And all these things you’ve left behind
But you’re not here
You’re not here
Not here

(Chorus)
They try to fill you head with lies
To inspire hate in your eyes
I try to make you see my side
But you can’t see what they do
What they do
What they do

(Main)
I’m getting tired of your ****
What do you want from me?
I can’t deal with this
All the things you left behind
You’re not there
You’re not here
All the things you did to my life
You’re not here!

(Chorus)
If you are in my life I’m unaware
I can’t take it right now your not here
You’re never there for me
You’re not here to see
You’re never here to see me ache
Never here to hear my heart break

(Main)
And all these things you’ve left behind
But you’re not here
You’re not here
Not here
Love changes every thing
And through this life I am blind
But you don’t care
You’re not here
You’re not here at all


Random writing of depression :O wasnt feeling to good last night