Topic: Dear Diary...........OMG another Diary Part 120 + - part 57
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Wed 09/16/09 11:33 PM

An anti-depressent called Effexor XR. I'm taking 185ml a day now, whereas I used to take 150.
Ok....Effexor is no big deal. Anti depressant...so what is your diagnosis???

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Wed 09/16/09 11:34 PM

or say something like DONT TOUCH ME LIKE THAT !!! shocked


don't let azzheads get to ya Cloudy smile2 flowerforyou
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......tell them "Get your slutty paws off my manhood"rofl

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Wed 09/16/09 11:37 PM
If it was Purple there I would let her touch me love love

Anyway, I've always been clinically depressed, and been going down hill for the last few weeks, and border lining suicidal because I my mind will wander off on ways to die. I don't act on it but its scaring the hell out of me that they are coming back. indifferent

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Wed 09/16/09 11:42 PM

If it was Purple there I would let her touch me love love

Anyway, I've always been clinically depressed, and been going down hill for the last few weeks, and border lining suicidal because I my mind will wander off on ways to die. I don't act on it but its scaring the hell out of me that they are coming back. indifferent
Cloudy.....have you tried to do the cognitive therapy thing???? It really works. Change your thinking!!!drinker Fake it till you make it.....if you have to.

If people keep doing the same thing over and over they will expect the same result. Change things.....

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Wed 09/16/09 11:42 PM
gotta catch yourself an stop yourself from thinking like that remind your self that things could be worse and try to find or think of something to laugh about instead , it works for me :smile:

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Wed 09/16/09 11:50 PM
I'm tired made red an green pepper cheesey bread and chili and colored my hair this afternoon .....mmmmmmmmm twas very yummy grilled cheese on that bread will be awesome for lunch tomorrow to tongue2

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Wed 09/16/09 11:51 PM
yawn waving asleep

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Wed 09/16/09 11:51 PM
ya cloudy......you could be like this......sad surprised rofl

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LWSjUe0FyxQ

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Wed 09/16/09 11:52 PM

yawn waving asleep
See ya purple!!!!drinker

Ya I have 2 inch roots.......gotta do my hair on the weekend!!slaphead

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Wed 09/16/09 11:54 PM


If it was Purple there I would let her touch me love love

Anyway, I've always been clinically depressed, and been going down hill for the last few weeks, and border lining suicidal because I my mind will wander off on ways to die. I don't act on it but its scaring the hell out of me that they are coming back. indifferent
Cloudy.....have you tried to do the cognitive therapy thing???? It really works. Change your thinking!!!drinker Fake it till you make it.....if you have to.

If people keep doing the same thing over and over they will expect the same result. Change things.....


Oddly enough, I saw a woman out at the airport who used to work in the car rental area, and I said "hey! lets go out!" And she said "sure! Where to?"

And my whole conversation just crashed. She always said no! Why did she say yes! And she looked serious! I didn't think that far in advance! laugh noway

Gnight sexxy purplecat! love

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Wed 09/16/09 11:55 PM

ya cloudy......you could be like this......sad surprised rofl

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LWSjUe0FyxQ


Ah no. If I ever get that way, please kill me out of mercy laugh

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Wed 09/16/09 11:57 PM
I will lend you my eyeliner!!!laugh laugh laugh

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Thu 09/17/09 12:01 AM
Eyeliner looks horrible on me. I have squinty eyes O_O

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Thu 09/17/09 12:02 AM
Have you tried a little lip gloss????laugh

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Thu 09/17/09 12:03 AM
Dear Diary;

WHY DO I ALWAYS LOOK AT THE FREE SECTION IN CRAIGSLIST! THERE ARE ALWAYS FREE CATS! AND I WANT TO TAKE THEM ALL! grumble

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Thu 09/17/09 12:03 AM

ya cloudy......you could be like this......sad surprised rofl

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LWSjUe0FyxQ


noway That was absolutely awful!

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Thu 09/17/09 12:03 AM
Seriously......I think its funny when I kiss a guy.....and I put on lipstick and he has no idea he is wearing it!!!

Most of the time it looks better on them!!!surprised scared rofl

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Thu 09/17/09 12:05 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrRL8R64gX4

ok imagine me on the left and purple on the right!!! heheheeeeeeee!!laugh laugh laugh

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Thu 09/17/09 12:08 AM
So who would the third woman be? laugh

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Thu 09/17/09 12:08 AM
dear diary,

my bipolar ex,who i told off last year,popped back into my life again he says he wants to fix things between us,but hes got 2 kids by 2 different ladies,i know hes always gonna let me down,but damn i like that hes really crazy!