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Edited by
MsTeddyBear2u
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Sat 08/29/09 05:28 PM
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Today I sobbed...
Went to a family reunion today. The family of my deceased fiance', Marvin whom passed in ninetythree. Seen alot of people there. Children grown up, with children of their own. Sitting there I started to reminisce. My thoughts filled with many things that I miss. Wondering how my life, had come to be like this. Kind of glad a couple of my kids had gone with me there too. So I was able to hold it together for awhile. The feelings I felt today just rocketed me right thru. This must be the month for me and yesterdays I swear. For on the tweenty seventh, eleven years ago my Mom had passed away. Been really missing her. Marvin has been gone sixteen years now. Over him I had shed many loving tears. A true love, lost upon his death bed- all those years ago. A few days back I seen my ex boyfriend with his new victum (girlfriend) in tow. Wanted to warn her, but I'm not that kind of gal. I was with him fourteen years on and off. That man though I loved him, had caused me many different kind of tears. I found myself jealous that day. Not cause I wanted him back, noway. I envied the fact that he had found someone, and I had not. I was glad to see my stepdaughters and my stepgrandkids at the reunion today. Thankfull and gratefull I am still family to them. Glad to see many there and did enjoy my day. Yet when I got home, I sat there thinking how lonely I really was. I guess I did'nt realize this, and because of this... I sobbed. 
~teddy~ 08-29-09 (Sorry needed to vent, thanks for letting me.) |
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Hugs.
 
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{{{{{{{{{{Susan}}}}}}}}}}
A cyber HUGGGGGG for you.  
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Edited by
heartSoul
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Sat 08/29/09 05:25 PM
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sorry about your loss |
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awwwwwwwww.....
(((((S)))))
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Edited by
ArtGurl
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Sat 08/29/09 06:37 PM
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ohhhh hugs for you beautiful lady
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Awww... you are such a kind lady... I hope tomorrow is a better day.... Hugzzzz and happiness Mzteddy
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Today I sobbed... Went to a family reunion today. The family of my deceased fiance', Marvin whom passed in ninetythree. Seen alot of people there. Children grown up, with children of their own. Sitting there I started to reminisce. My thoughts filled with many things that I miss. Wondering how my life, had come to be like this. Kind of glad a couple of my kids had gone with me there too. So I was able to hold it together for awhile. The feelings I felt today just rocketed me right thru. This must be the month for me and yesterdays I swear. For on the tweenty seventh, eleven years ago my Mom had passed away. Been really missing her. Marvin has been gone sixteen years now. Over him I had shed many loving tears. A true love, lost upon his death bed- all those years ago. A few days back I seen my ex boyfriend with his new victum (girlfriend) in tow. Wanted to warn her, but I'm not that kind of gal. I was with him fourteen years on and off. That man though I loved him, had caused me many different kind of tears. I found myself jealous that day. Not cause I wanted him back, noway. I envied the fact that he had found someone, and I had not. I was glad to see my stepdaughters and my stepgrandkids at the reunion today. Thankfull and gratefull I am still family to them. Glad to see many there and did enjoy my day. Yet when I got home, I sat there thinking how lonely I really was. I guess I did'nt realize this, and because of this... I sobbed.
~teddy~ 08-29-09 (Sorry needed to vent, thanks for letting me.)
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Much love and tenderness to you, ((((beautiful lady.))))
I carry you within, today and beyond.
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Just hold on Mrs Teddy Bear- that among the sorrow you have felt over your loss, that you also hold a love in your heart many arent as fortunate to ever know. That kind of love exceeds beyond space and time. You will always be blessed to have known that love.
I am sorry your time together was cut short. I too have dealt with that heartache. My love passed in '91. Please accept my compforting thoughts and prayers being sent your way.
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Sending some healing love and light hun.
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Awe...hugs to you!
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Ohhh my heart is with you today and many hugs to you as well! Hang in there!
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Ohhhhhhhhh MsTeddy what a beautiful write and to you I'm sending a .............
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you are such a special lady...may your day be brightened...and love find you smiling
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It is amazing what a good cry, and a good nights sleep
will do for you. Also what friends, hugs, and love do for you too!  {{{Bearhuggies}}}
Feeling better today. Thankyou all of you. |
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