of being a lone and dying a lone at the end of my life....no matter when than is. It could be 50 or 60 years from now. I still have this fear....and it has been paralyzing me the past week.

What I have desired and needed most since 1999 is family and a real and meaningful love. Strength. Someone to lean on, on the few occasions I need someone to fortify my own strengths. Getting sick, getting older, sucks.

I have only myself to blame if my worst fears are realized; but, blaming myself doesn't ease my fears, doesn't solve my problem.

No one knows what the future holds, but my optimism has gone for a while and I need to get it back. I refuse to believe that I cannot get it back. The alternative isn't acceptable.

i cant get my head around the fact that there are so many lovely people on this site, yet we are all alone


i have this fear but ive come to terms with my enevitable fate

i canot have,get,keep a relationship

and i cant change that

i hope you sucseed where i miserably fail

its not dieing alone i fear, but living alone

Death is a journey that we all must walk alone.

Don't be afraid.

face your fears...make peace with God...get up every morning expecting a great day...I too feel I will die alone and it is a fear of mine as well...but you can not let the fear of dying keep you from living...speak to people that are not smiling become a bright spot in someones life..hug a lonely person kiss a crying child be a hope to someone and hope will become second nature to you as well...every day above ground is a good one

(((Angel))

and you my good fellow are way too young to worry about this...you are a great looking with a heck of a sense of humor..I'd do ya....

In 1997 I experienced NDE (recorded in medical journals UK)
After that I developed the same phobia the result of wich was a disastrous marriage and 2 kids
While I adore the kids and would take a bullet for them any day my tranquil and nice and quiet living came to an end due to that one fear.
It is pointless and like the man says whether you like it or not that journey you will undertake and you will undertake it alone. Don't mess your life.

Thanks. I will read and reread these comments and try to take them to heart.

I'm grateful.

One must always hold his head up high and face adversity with devotion and courage to fear is only to be human

Self fulfilling prophecy ??????

Life is not about the destination (death) but the journey and the impact we make in it.

good luck!

i dont think its the dieing alone that bothers the o/p

more the long lonelyness leading to it

oh Angel....

You are here now for a divine purpose, however you are the only one who can figure that out. Don't go through life paralyzed with fears of death, it's only the closing of one door and the opening of another.

It is frightening to think about suffering and being in pain, until then, without someone of your own to lean on. And, without ever having attained your heart's desire. It is very frightening for me.

I know I have made a tremendous impact in the lives of others on many sites through my writing and in person, through my helping. I wish that were enough for me....to know I made a difference in some lives and made the world a better place. But, I guess, like most of us - I am selfish - and wish I had found love than was real and long lasting. I have regrets that I never did.

I know I have made a tremendous impact in the lives of others on many sites through my writing and in person, through my helping. I wish that were enough for me....to know I made a difference in some lives and made the world a better place. But, I guess, like most of us - I am selfish - and wish I had found love than was real and long lasting. I have regrets that I never did.

I wish I knew what that purpose was. Despite all the good I've done, it still doesn't seem enough to have validated an existence that wasn't loved or cared for.

Angel - just got my daily inspiration and wanted to share it with you


This new moment

The world is new in this new moment. Opportunity is fresh, and possibilities are yours to be fulfilled.

Regardless of what has already happened, today will be what you decide to make of it. Decide to fill it with meaningful treasures of your own unique design.

Don't be hindered by the disappointments of the past. In this new moment, you can choose a new, positive, purposeful direction.

Consider where you have been, what you have experienced, and all you have done. In this new moment, take the very best of who you have become and create some new, wonderful value.

You can learn, you can act, you can understand, you can love, you can appreciate, you can wonder, and you can fully live. Now is when the beauty of who you are can be expressed in a new and unique way.

This new moment is bursting with possibilities. And there is much new joy for you to know.

I wish I knew what that purpose was. Despite all the good I've done, it still doesn't seem enough to have validated an existence that wasn't loved or cared for.

Angel hon, everything you want is already here... you just need to relax and allow it in, which will be difficult with constant fears. What you want and what you think about are not vibrationally matched up...