Not really a poem...just stream of thought...

Tremulous...inside out...screaming outside-in...someone listen...someone know...how to live with this...can’t escape...can’t breathe in...can’t breathe out...broken...time will mend...perhaps...the loneliness...there even when in presence of others...bearing over me...alone in my head...broken trust...let go...release it...it won’t release me...try...confront it?...embrace it?...continues on...destroying soul...the damages done...continue on...scarring now...tired...cope with it...survive it somehow...how?...it consumes me...it enslaves me...and carries me into the next day...will it end?....when?...please let healing begin now...please...I’m begging...please...now...right now...exhausted now...my heart needs...beautiful perfect peace...now.

Wow.Good one

I agree, gripping write.

Real....very real