My first light to be seen, my first little cry.

Happened that day, when my mother give me birth.

All her pain, all her strain, came to life that very day.

To her breast I was placed, to suck her vital fluid.

GODS built-in potion, No better liquid to live, a Mothers milk.

She fed me as close to her heart as one could get.

Showing me her love, as she gave me the strength to grow.

I have battled with this life we all live.

Trying to see into her future, trying to make the right choice.

Though no direct sickness has brought her down.

Mother's health, is taken her lower everyday.

For two weeks now, thinking about this problem.

She is not going to just drop and pass away.

Mothers health will keep her going for some time yet.

But her mental health, of what she feels and thinks.

Is eroding from with-in, and its taking her away.

No one to care for her who can be there by her side,

night and day, all the pain, and time, everyday.

Thoughts of her best living, and maybe her goodbyes.

I cannot in any clear mind,

put her with strangers,

In a nursing home, alone.

So as she goes, I will get a place for her and I.

She will have me with her, by her side.

To give back to her, all she has gave to me.

Letting her know I didn't turn away,

from this passing time to come.

As she gave me the fruit of her mothers milk, for my strength,

Now its time I give her my strength,

To feed her with my hands, dress her and bathe her as she did me.

Showing her pataince, with all my love for herto see.

She will leave this world, close as can be, within my arms,

knowing her baby, which she gave life to.

Had the love to give her back, all that she has went through.

Her mother's milk long since gone away

Planted its loving seed, to give her back, all that she may need.

Her loving light will never fade, just lift up, out of sight.

On her looking down at me, she will be so filled with pride.

Knowing that her baby boy, Gave back her loving seed.

This is all that we can do, to help our loved ones leave.

My mothers spirit will always be my light,

Though living or into GOD'S Kingdom above.

It was you mother who showed me how to love.

I you and what you are going to do for your Mother...I shed a tear, while reading this, for all the Mothers and Fathers I have held as they took their last breaths on this earh plane, longing to be at home or with a loved one...>hugs<

I have had long nights of being in a daze, as to what was her best to live through, and I know she doesn't make a move unless I let her know its ok. So I knew that through her eyes, she expects
to always see me there. How could I do anything else, without feeling
in her eyes I failed. This is more than I ever dreamed that would be placed solely on me..Life is what it is, and this is what must be.
Thanks for reading this and I am glad it touched your heart.
WE all will see this day, if we live long enough to have them look at us, that way.

Oh god

The love we have for our mothers

As a mother myself

I feel this and am showing my daughters!!!

Very nice ((T))..I wish for you and your Mom..much peace within.

brought tears to my eyes...thankyou..wondering..iam4u...do you ever read these to your Mother....thinking they would give her comfort...hearing your words....the love of her son......just a thought....teasingbrunette.

Beautiful!

Not yet, still hoping for a good time for her to really be aware, ad in better comfort as we are tring still, new meds,wink,But thanks.....really..

Nicely done, very nicely done.

The gear jammin may be a bit different than what you're used to, but you'll find the way to truck'em easy T-man.

This will be the most depressed care giving I will ever do.
I know this and I can't say I think I can,,I have to know I can..
So all this will be learning as I go,,so HELPFUL thoughts or ideas help a bunch..and prayers and well wished thoughts always raise the inner strengths, But thanks dkw,,your great....