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Edited by
SunnyMcleod
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Thu 07/30/09 09:50 PM
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The moon is wrapped in a milky layer of clouds as I walked down the hill towards my home.
My mind is filled with things I’ve learned over the passed few weeks. It’s all tumbling around in no particular order or sequence. I sometimes think I’ve not learned anything but it’s all in there, waiting for that moment of clarity. Sometimes it comes so abruptly that it startles me that I understand things. Other times it slowly settles and I smile to myself with pride. I am retaining. I am a big ol’ sponge. Lately I’ve been feeling out of sorts. I never really know what I’m feeling and I have odd bits of melancholy at times I can’t predict. Wondering how to make sense of it all, and not finding the means to help with that. But I know this will pass as all things do. I read somewhere that the most difficult stage of life is when you don’t understand yourself. I see this, and I not only understand it but I feel it. I don’t know what I want, what I need, or where I’m going. I can’t see a clear future, or plan out the next twenty years of my life. There isn’t a thing that is obvious to me. But what I can’t see doesn’t bother me. It just leads me to believe that my life is never going to be like following a manual. Step by step isn’t the way I’ll lead my life. I am not a cookie cutter woman; I don’t fit into any mould and I’ll never be typical. And really, what more can I ask for from myself? 
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Great Write!
I can definetely relate... |
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Thank you
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The moon is wrapped in a milky layer of clouds as I walked down the hill towards my home. My mind is filled with things I’ve learned over the passed few weeks. It’s all tumbling around in no particular order or sequence. I sometimes think I’ve not learned anything but it’s all in there, waiting for that moment of clarity. Sometimes it comes so abruptly that it startles me that I understand things. Other times it slowly settles and I smile to myself with pride. I am retaining. I am a big ol’ sponge. Lately I’ve been feeling out of sorts. I never really know what I’m feeling and I have odd bits of melancholy at times I can’t predict. Wondering how to make sense of it all, and not finding the means to help with that. But I know this will pass as all things do. I read somewhere that the most difficult stage of life is when you don’t understand yourself. I see this, and I not only understand it but I feel it. I don’t know what I want, what I need, or where I’m going. I can’t see a clear future, or plan out the next twenty years of my life. There isn’t a thing that is obvious to me. But what I can’t see doesn’t bother me. It just leads me to believe that my life is never going to be like following a manual. Step by step isn’t the way I’ll lead my life. I am not a cookie cutter woman; I don’t fit into any mould and I’ll never be typical. And really, what more can I ask for from myself?
nice
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no one knows sunny,what i do know, is those who think they do know, dont realy know, beacuse no one knows, mmmkay
make everday count for something, just one something,anything and you`ll have no regrets i think you could make binary sound interesting sunny, nice work. |
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very nice write.
 
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The moon is wrapped in a milky layer of clouds as I walked down the hill towards my home. My mind is filled with things I’ve learned over the passed few weeks. It’s all tumbling around in no particular order or sequence. I sometimes think I’ve not learned anything but it’s all in there, waiting for that moment of clarity. Sometimes it comes so abruptly that it startles me that I understand things. Other times it slowly settles and I smile to myself with pride. I am retaining. I am a big ol’ sponge. Lately I’ve been feeling out of sorts. I never really know what I’m feeling and I have odd bits of melancholy at times I can’t predict. Wondering how to make sense of it all, and not finding the means to help with that. But I know this will pass as all things do. I read somewhere that the most difficult stage of life is when you don’t understand yourself. I see this, and I not only understand it but I feel it. I don’t know what I want, what I need, or where I’m going. I can’t see a clear future, or plan out the next twenty years of my life. There isn’t a thing that is obvious to me. But what I can’t see doesn’t bother me. It just leads me to believe that my life is never going to be like following a manual. Step by step isn’t the way I’ll lead my life. I am not a cookie cutter woman; I don’t fit into any mould and I’ll never be typical. And really, what more can I ask for from myself?
Perfect.
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Wonderful..
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no one knows sunny,what i do know, is those who think they do know, dont realy know, beacuse no one knows, mmmkay make everday count for something, just one something,anything and you`ll have no regrets i think you could make binary sound interesting sunny, nice work. Aww thanks love I could explain binary to you...I find it interesting!
I appreciate it. Truly. Things that rumble through my brain 
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Perfect.
Well I've got a great structure coach 
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Perfect.
Well I've got a great structure coach
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