A part of my soul hurts
When you left my heart a part of my soul started to hurt. This hurt is not new to my soul. This hurt overwhelms my being. My heart spills tears through my eyes. My heart feels like it has been left out of the meaning of love. Will my soul find that someone that will not pull the love that I have deep with in my being. When you left I felt my heart quiver with the pain of losing the ever continuing need to be loved. Why can't we be ? Why won't you let yourself love me ? Why won't you let me help you heal and close that hurt that keeps you from letting yourself love another ? I ask these questions of you even though my soul is bleeding in pain. I will not let this hurt stop me from finding true love. I will not take this hurt and think that someone else will create the same feel of pain that someone from the past did. Because I know that you did not hurt me because you wanted to. You hurt me because you are hurting inside and you will not let yourself heal. Because the only thing that you feel is your pain. I want you to know that you don't have to let the person that hurt you be in you anymore. Pain is not all that you have to feel you can feel love again. We will not hurt any more just let yourself love by being loved . Then we can love one another together forever with out the bleeding with out the sadness with out the hardness that you think you have to have to survive. Knowing the pain of losing someone close means that I understand the pain that you are feeling inside your soul. Knowing that you are and were hurting before I met you makes me sad. Because I do care about you even more then I care about myself. Now that you can't be a part of my love my sadness is even more intense. I will aways feel love for your soul. There will always be place in my bleeding soul for your love that you hide from yourself. I know our friendship will be hard to grow again because the hard rain of hurt is in our souls. I would not stop giving you my heart if you would only let me in your soul. Not being with your heart opens that wound that you started to help me heal. I know that I can heal with out you but you helped me heal faster than I ever could heal by myself . I wish that I could help you heal from the hurt and the wounds of the past. You know that I would give 110% of my soul to us. This alone would help us heal. You are worth being loved there is more than anuff time in our lives to heal. There is more than anuff time for us to be able to love with out ever hurting again.

Beautiful!

How many times I have ached for these words to draw me up and surface again the hope to breathe and see life among the living. The journey that has become lonely and solitude looks, searches through eyes covered by hands holding a veil when their desire is to open them in embrace, once more in autonomy, this freedom you offer. Deeply felt this plea. Thank you.

Jimmy,
a wonderful poetic expression of the heart and Soul...

You are a man of great love and depth

~reaches for the tissues~

Jimmy, you write so beautifully

Thank you it just seems to flow once my heart puts the words into my soul.

Thank you this write has a lot of my fears in it....

I love to hear the feeling you have for my poems

Thank you very much..

This is really beautiful Jimmy.

I think I needed to hear this today ... thank you!

Your welcome my thoughts are a true reflexion of my soul.