1.
waiting around for the insipid call
emotions burbling forth, raging against the insipid wall
it's not something I enjoy experiencing,
no, no, not something I enjoy at all

2.
those forced vocalizations confirm affirmations of its thrall
mega-hormone secretions epitomize you into the concept "droll"
it's not something I wanna beLIEve in,
no,not worth the "experience", if I can recall

3.
I've come to understand it's a great thing to be tall
sneering down upon other simians without the fear of a fall
it's not a gaze I can easily fling,
no, it's not worth being discarded as something small

4.
but then you'll bear accusations of committing a stall
and like some banal jailhouse bird in a self induced loll
you'll have your own covered song to sing,
no, no, because you might merit a punch to the jaw

5.
it can go either/or, either linguistic paradoxes pour from your maw
or into the shadows like a cockroach is where you crawl
it's not like both ways don't have their own anticipated sting,
yes, both ways also cause immediate withdraw

6.
laughing inside and out cuz everyone is having such a ball
soon you'll be caged, a little tags says you're a social faux-pas
yeah,yeah, I'll bet you know what kind of scorn that can bring
Imagine the heated flush of shame when all your "friends" saw

7.
go a bit more, a malicious event with speakers lined down the hall
what can you help feeling but the unexpected "squall"
"Yes, Yes,Yess!" from the speakers, so much for kinder things
soon I'll be at a crazy house, seated at a table full of dolls

8.
just a mishap of society, left here to rot like unwanted spawn
and I really want to leave, everyday and all nite long...
yeah, yeah, it's not some wish that'll ever take wing,
laughing while the crows tear our flesh with those lovely caws

-1,2,3 and 4 are barely descriptive about what "trust" brings forth
5,6,7 and 8 are barely hidden concepts of escape-

You in prison?

No...

Good write, feeling trapped in aloneness can be a kind of prison. Break out...Love is worth it...

Thanks for your uplifting words MzEm, love ya!!

Thank You kc003!

What MsEm said "...Love is worth it..." and so are you!

I think you would benefit from a walk in the sunshine and a little less Stephen King?

Thank You...it's hard to find though

But I Stephen King, he's one of my favorite authors!

I just took a wild guess at that. Ha! Maybe Bobbsey Twins At The Ice Carnival would lighten your outlook. Just messing with you.

I write all gloom and doom, but that's not how I really am in "real" life, I just like to explore the darker side...every single write I do appreciate your sense of humor, though