I wake up every morning with a heart that has been crushed
i hope the pain will ease 2day but it doesnt ease enough
i saw him in my future, everyday right by my side i thought we had no secrets, there was nothing left 2 hide
but as i learnt that tha man i love was not who i first thought
i began the battle of my life, a fight that must b fought
as they try 2 take my child from me i hang my head and cry
the last 5 years meant nothing,they were nothing but a lie
as tha judge rules a temporary order,my daughter lives with me i try 2 find some hate and anger, these things i can not be
he doesnt deserve my sympathy, he doesnt deserve my tears
he didnt deserve my unconditional love or loyalty 4 all those years as i look at my children i know that im building a new life 4 them on my own
i thank god i have them they give me the strength 2 know i can do this alone so i wait 4 the day when i get out of bed and the pain has eased enough and i know that my heart will soon repair and i wont be totally crushed

Thanku for tha flower x iv shed enuf tears 4 evryone my poem is an outlet bu better days r coming xo