My instinctive hand smacks my forehead
four or five times a day

I let it because what choice do i have

I am physically ailed with a;

I should have known the unknown

somehow
better

Dammit to be Me

I feel a hater out there
has a bald white doll
with my name on it

It looks like Pinhead
from Hellraiser

only the body is covered in larger nails
and not as many


or as many as should have been



I heard from an Inlaw

An Inlaw
sounds as personal
as saying, Hi Stepdad!


They reminded me;

I once chewed off a scab to see what it tasted like


it didnt taste


fascinated by this

I felt flavorless

Yeah... okay... sure... ewww! Good Write!

Funny you should mention "Hellraiser". I was trying to remember what those movies were called the other day and you are very similar to that box -- Very intriguing, hard to walk away from without further investigation, yettttt Holy ch'it WATCH out for those HOOKS!

Don't worry about "a" hater Sweet J...there are many who care for you here. One person cannot or will not change that.

cool, homie