Nigga's muggin me. you know muggin nigga's back cause im paid

Why am I having to face this on my own?

7 more hours and I will be there!

you helped me mourn the loss of Motti.

You explained to me the different cancer treatments when he was diagnosed.

When I told you I had started dating Michael instead of you, you still remained my friend and backed off into the background. You respected him.

When I told you about his cancer, you helped me once again deal with it.

You always remained a good friend.

You told me about new treatments you have been using on your patients suffering from the same cancers Motti and Michael had.

you told me everything you had been researching in your labs and you told me what to expect and how to learn how to cope with it.

I heard the sadness in your voice when I decided to leave medical school and go into computer technology because I knew you were hoping we could work together in the labratories to find a cure for cancer.

We would have made a great team, you and I.

You stayed my friend for the last 3 years.

You rooted me on through everything.

You quietly comforted me from a distance when I lost the people I loved.

You talked to me everyday when I left Israel without Nicole at my side.

I never knew you loved me so much. I always thought it was a one sided love.

But today, you told me different.

You are really going to come to Israel to see me again?

You are really going to try to make a life for me with me?

You have always been there in my heart. I just stopped loving you so much because you never told me what you felt.

had I known that for the last 3 years you had loved me the same as I did you, I don't think my life would have turned out the way it did.

But you know what? My experience with Michael was phenomenal. I wouldn't change it for the world. You stepping back so I can feel that kind of love from him, that showed me that you respect me as much as you love me. You let my heart do the talking.

It must have pained you to have read about my love and eventual loss when I found him.

You must have hurt inside thinking that you lost me to someone closer.

But sweetheart, I never stopped thinking of you and loving you. You have always been one of my closest friends. I am still healing from the loss of a fierce love, but once I get my little princess by my side and get my life back on track again in Israel, come to me. Visit with me. Come see us and know that everything is right and good in this world.

I would love to see you again.

I think the hardest thing I am going to have to do is say good bye to all that I have grown to love here in Kansas.

But talking to you today, makes it easier to bear. Because I know that no matter how quiet you get, you are still there for me to help me.

Dr. Michael Kriessl, I respect you and still cherish you. Maybe one day we will be together like we once were, but for now, I need to heal my heart, lick my wounds and focus on my gorgeous daughter.

Thank you for being there for me always and silently.

you look like a hip hop priest

I tried, I really really did...

it gets so sickening...

14 days

Come join us!!

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Hmmm, pondering? Paranoia? Insecurity? I just don't know?

Darnit! Where are you? I am looking and looking and looking.....Sigh!

Thanx
for
calling
me
tonight.....

that
was
SO
thoughtful,
your
being
at
work
and
all.....

I
SO
needed
to
hear
your
voice.....

ALL of you.........and you know who you are..........keep your insignificant opinions to yourselves.............better yet, CHANGE your opinions, and your personalities along with them...........

It's the little things that count--the finger brushing through your hair, the memory of first seeing that waterfall together, the text he sends just to remind you that he's thinking about you, the scent of his cologne when he's away. The little things equal the purest love.

The things I want to say don't make it any better....

What did I do? And why can't you just tell me that?

ALL I gotta say is........CHILDISH.....CHILDISH....CHILDISH!!!!!!!!

if the only way you will talk to me is through text, I have nothing more to say. I feel sorry for the guy you ran off with.

I was completely up front with you. I'm sorry if you thought, somehow, you could change it.

you tricked me i thought we were gonna be together. have a good life with your man.