Topic: Conversations on the Shore of Oblivion
Michael1427's photo
Tue 05/12/09 07:43 PM
As I reach the tired shores of oblivion a voice beckons
Come with me I’ll give you warmth
How is it that this stranger feels so familiar?
I turn from my quest to look
Only to see myself standing there, face to face with a place within me that I have long forgotten
The innocence of the eyes still wide with wonder while youth dances on the shoulders of belief
I cannot go with you comes from within me without my approval
The place where you live has died and is buried in the ashes of failure
The warmth you offer is the fire of laughing faces and places that have become shadows on my clock
But the smile remains on the face of this intruder and contrasts the gray that has swallowed the remains of my contemplations

I stare…

Feeling the cold spray of the inevitable against the back of my neck, I turn to face the depths once more
Fully intending to plunge a hand grabs at my jacket
Its not too late sings through the breeze that just moments before only roared emptiness

I stand…

Without the gratitude of a formal reply I step
One foot in
One foot out
Shaking
Contemplating this moment
I feel the cold enveloping my toes as the current swirls to invite me in
I dance slipshod through the conscience of my own mortality reveling only in its coarseness
Remember the voice
Remember the voice he says as he morphs into an anchor that will not free me from these rocks
And I become a vessel, beat against their shards, with entrails exposed, and my wealth poured out
Lying now at the bottom of the sea that I wish to become one with
The waves buffet
But the anchor holds fast
Why can’t you just free me I scream
Allow me to go to the home of all my ambitions and visit the relatives of my dreams?
Because I love you
Love?
Love?
Do you still subscribe to that channel?
Have you not seen the choices technology has wrought?
Love is no longer available in my viewing area.
Free me I scream
I am trying too replies from a source I can no longer discern
The salty sprays in my eyes have blinded me
It is so dark, cold, violent, familiar
Feels like home
Let me go home
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MzEm's photo
Fri 05/29/09 09:56 AM
Michael, wow.

Sharris's photo
Fri 05/29/09 10:21 AM

As I reach the tired shores of oblivion a voice beckons
Come with me I’ll give you warmth
How is it that this stranger feels so familiar?
I turn from my quest to look
Only to see myself standing there, face to face with a place within me that I have long forgotten
The innocence of the eyes still wide with wonder while youth dances on the shoulders of belief
I cannot go with you comes from within me without my approval
The place where you live has died and is buried in the ashes of failure
The warmth you offer is the fire of laughing faces and places that have become shadows on my clock
But the smile remains on the face of this intruder and contrasts the gray that has swallowed the remains of my contemplations

I stare…

Feeling the cold spray of the inevitable against the back of my neck, I turn to face the depths once more
Fully intending to plunge a hand grabs at my jacket
Its not too late sings through the breeze that just moments before only roared emptiness

I stand…

Without the gratitude of a formal reply I step
One foot in
One foot out
Shaking
Contemplating this moment
I feel the cold enveloping my toes as the current swirls to invite me in
I dance slipshod through the conscience of my own mortality reveling only in its coarseness
Remember the voice
Remember the voice he says as he morphs into an anchor that will not free me from these rocks
And I become a vessel, beat against their shards, with entrails exposed, and my wealth poured out
Lying now at the bottom of the sea that I wish to become one with
The waves buffet
But the anchor holds fast
Why can’t you just free me I scream
Allow me to go to the home of all my ambitions and visit the relatives of my dreams?
Because I love you
Love?
Love?
Do you still subscribe to that channel?
Have you not seen the choices technology has wrought?
Love is no longer available in my viewing area.
Free me I scream
I am trying too replies from a source I can no longer discern
The salty sprays in my eyes have blinded me
It is so dark, cold, violent, familiar
Feels like home
Let me go home
Copywrite 2008 Use only with permission


Daily I die,
the stare past the vista
continues to transfix
what once was trying
to transform to what is.
Death and love
were it not the same
could I see?

Gossipmpm's photo
Fri 05/29/09 10:23 AM
:heart:

Michael1427's photo
Fri 05/29/09 07:34 PM
Thank you very much everyone :wink: I thought this one was lost to page 15 LOL.

AngelLight's photo
Sat 05/30/09 12:35 PM
This write is beyond words Michael. Wow! is currently my only thought.

flowerforyou :heart:


Michael1427's photo
Wed 06/03/09 05:51 AM

This write is beyond words Michael. Wow! is currently my only thought.

flowerforyou :heart:




Thank you very much bigsmile