Topic: OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!
a_shields's photo
Fri 05/08/09 01:41 PM
There is no reason to be angry!! Or sad!!! haha!!

Everything suddenly makes sense. I was angry and sad all the time, and I kept being like that because I was so focused on this mission I've had for a long time. I thought I needed the sadness and anger to accomplish it.

I DON'T!!!!!!

I feel like my brain is opening up - like I'm smarter all of the sudden. Now I understand human things.

What makes me so, so happy now, is that I spent so long in sadness and anger as a programmer, that I know how that world of logic and inhumanity works from the inside. I know with what mindset those programs are created. I know how to think like an inhuman... but I am human.

I am going to help an incredible number of people, and I am going to do it with the biggest smile on my face.

Thank you thank you THANK YOU to everyone else for giving me so many chances, and for taking the burden of my anger and sadness without returning it. The patience and faith of other humans is the reason I can exist now as I am.

I love other humans as I love myself.

MahanMahan's photo
Fri 05/08/09 01:46 PM
Glad to see the Prozac is working for ya!





michiganman3's photo
Fri 05/08/09 01:52 PM
I was so bummed out with my life sitting by the window, just sitting there watching TV and smoking cigs, then I got on medication.
Now I still sit there, smoking, watching TV, looking out the window.
I just don't feel bad about it.

tanyaann's photo
Fri 05/08/09 01:53 PM
I could use some xanies... anyone got any to spare?

MirrorMirror's photo
Fri 05/08/09 01:54 PM

There is no reason to be angry!! Or sad!!! haha!!

Everything suddenly makes sense. I was angry and sad all the time, and I kept being like that because I was so focused on this mission I've had for a long time. I thought I needed the sadness and anger to accomplish it.

I DON'T!!!!!!

I feel like my brain is opening up - like I'm smarter all of the sudden. Now I understand human things.

What makes me so, so happy now, is that I spent so long in sadness and anger as a programmer, that I know how that world of logic and inhumanity works from the inside. I know with what mindset those programs are created. I know how to think like an inhuman... but I am human.

I am going to help an incredible number of people, and I am going to do it with the biggest smile on my face.

Thank you thank you THANK YOU to everyone else for giving me so many chances, and for taking the burden of my anger and sadness without returning it. The patience and faith of other humans is the reason I can exist now as I am.

I love other humans as I love myself.





bigsmile I used to feel this way until I let go and went over the edgebigsmile

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Fri 05/08/09 02:00 PM

beauty314's photo
Fri 05/08/09 02:03 PM

I was so bummed out with my life sitting by the window, just sitting there watching TV and smoking cigs, then I got on medication.
Now I still sit there, smoking, watching TV, looking out the window.
I just don't feel bad about it.

laugh

MirrorMirror's photo
Fri 05/08/09 02:04 PM

Glad to see the Prozac is working for ya!





laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh

michiganman3's photo
Fri 05/08/09 02:07 PM
beauty 314 flowerforyou

earthytaurus76's photo
Fri 05/08/09 02:09 PM
lol, HEY HEY HEY!! BALANCE IN MODERATION!!! lol just kidding!.. awesome! Know you can choose to feel this way anytime. Im proud of, and admire you. Freedom, and innerpeace is something we all hope to obtain, I draw strength from your resillance. xoxoxoxxo

Gossipmpm's photo
Fri 05/08/09 02:13 PM
Good luck to you my friend

The world is waiting for you

Embrace it. !
:heart:


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Fri 05/08/09 03:53 PM


There is no reason to be angry!! Or sad!!! haha!!

Everything suddenly makes sense. I was angry and sad all the time, and I kept being like that because I was so focused on this mission I've had for a long time. I thought I needed the sadness and anger to accomplish it.

I DON'T!!!!!!

I feel like my brain is opening up - like I'm smarter all of the sudden. Now I understand human things.

What makes me so, so happy now, is that I spent so long in sadness and anger as a programmer, that I know how that world of logic and inhumanity works from the inside. I know with what mindset those programs are created. I know how to think like an inhuman... but I am human.

I am going to help an incredible number of people, and I am going to do it with the biggest smile on my face.

Thank you thank you THANK YOU to everyone else for giving me so many chances, and for taking the burden of my anger and sadness without returning it. The patience and faith of other humans is the reason I can exist now as I am.

I love other humans as I love myself.





bigsmile I used to feel this way until I let go and went over the edgebigsmile


insanity does make everything seem much more fun, doesn't it.
wwwhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

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Fri 05/08/09 04:01 PM

There is no reason to be angry!! Or sad!!! haha!!

Everything suddenly makes sense. I was angry and sad all the time, and I kept being like that because I was so focused on this mission I've had for a long time. I thought I needed the sadness and anger to accomplish it.

I DON'T!!!!!!

I feel like my brain is opening up - like I'm smarter all of the sudden. Now I understand human things.

What makes me so, so happy now, is that I spent so long in sadness and anger as a programmer, that I know how that world of logic and inhumanity works from the inside. I know with what mindset those programs are created. I know how to think like an inhuman... but I am human.

I am going to help an incredible number of people, and I am going to do it with the biggest smile on my face.

Thank you thank you THANK YOU to everyone else for giving me so many chances, and for taking the burden of my anger and sadness without returning it. The patience and faith of other humans is the reason I can exist now as I am.

I love other humans as I love myself.


I always felt better when the manic-depressive cycle turned to manic

Lilypetal's photo
Fri 05/08/09 04:03 PM
Everyone is crazy, it's how well you hide it that separates the insane from the normal.

EquusDancer's photo
Fri 05/08/09 04:07 PM
I do whatever the voices in my head tell me to do.... And enjoy it.


That said, I have that phrase in a t-shirt and get more compliments and agreements on it.... LMFAO!!

beauty314's photo
Fri 05/08/09 06:06 PM

beauty 314 flowerforyou

love

metalwing's photo
Fri 05/08/09 06:33 PM


There is no reason to be angry!! Or sad!!! haha!!

Everything suddenly makes sense. I was angry and sad all the time, and I kept being like that because I was so focused on this mission I've had for a long time. I thought I needed the sadness and anger to accomplish it.

I DON'T!!!!!!

I feel like my brain is opening up - like I'm smarter all of the sudden. Now I understand human things.

What makes me so, so happy now, is that I spent so long in sadness and anger as a programmer, that I know how that world of logic and inhumanity works from the inside. I know with what mindset those programs are created. I know how to think like an inhuman... but I am human.

I am going to help an incredible number of people, and I am going to do it with the biggest smile on my face.

Thank you thank you THANK YOU to everyone else for giving me so many chances, and for taking the burden of my anger and sadness without returning it. The patience and faith of other humans is the reason I can exist now as I am.

I love other humans as I love myself.


I always felt better when the manic-depressive cycle turned to manic


The PC term is bi polar LOL

No matter what you hear dude, you are wished well.

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Fri 05/08/09 09:40 PM
Edited by MorningSong on Fri 05/08/09 10:31 PM
A_Shields.....some of the posters are just

kidding around on here , because they seriously are not aware

of what you went thru before {had they known ,they would not have joked around like they just did here on this thread).....

and that you now have had a major breakthru in your life!!drinker

Well A-Shields. ....I KNOW YOU HAVE HAD A BREAKTHRU...

AND I AM HERE REJOICING WITH YOU ,MY FRIEND!!!drinker drinker drinker


A_Shields........There are very few EAGLES OUT THERE in the world today.

YOU ARE ONE OF THE FEW !!!!!

LISTENING?

YOU GO SOAR NOW....LIKE THE EAGLE YOU ARE ....AND YOU WILL DO WELL!!!!drinker

STAY ENCOURAGED NOW, A_SHIELDS!!!!
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