What is it that one should do when locked in a basement forcing themselves to do homework while their girlfriend is out having fun with her friend because they are smothering her?
What am I to do? I have no friends of my own here, no money for booze and lack the courage to go out. I don't know how to meet people sober and sobriety has been the one constant lately.
I am depressed right now, I feel like the girlfriend's want for space will lead to the same conclusion of the ex-wife's need for space. That result is her on someone else's penis and me left feeling inadequate and useless.
If I had a job I would at least have an escape, but with no DL and no money to get it back, plus bad credit from a divorce and the result of it to my financial being I am left with no one wanting to hire me.
I graduate in 2 weeks with my BA, and I can't find a damned job anywhere here, even though they are all over.
Hi my name is JT, I become a broke-ass loser that sits in his parents basement on a friday night trying to hold in the thoughts of gratuitous bodily harm, my security blanket I suppose. In the old days I would get depressed and put a cigarette out on my arm or something like that. Not anymore, I may not be much more sane but I know enough not to do that stupid and idiotic stuff again.
well I don't know how and if anyone would respond to this I just needed to get it out there.

JT

and this too shall pass.

Punch your computer...Radio is soo much better

I wish I could email you a shot of brandy darlin...but mores the pity I can't so why don't I take it for you...just teasing I know it sounds like the end of the world..but somewhere someone is worse off then you are...

Change your thought patterns...Believe in yourself more...Stop looking at the negatives in your life...Focus on all the positives that could be...Allow it all to happen...Until you start the changes with YOU, everything else will stay the same...

Just let it out baby!

Don't let the bastard (life) win.
Grab your own boot straps & pull them up.
Know that you are so tough, nothing can defeat you.
I have been up & down; so many times; but refuse to quit.
At 58, I am totally rebuilding my life.
Nobody & nothing will stop me.
ATTITUDE is EVERYTHING, read self-help books, quit crying in your beer.

MAKE THINGS HAPPEN, good or bad, least you're doing something.
FOCUS on the positive; not the negative.
As far as relationships go, plenty more ladies out there. You don't own her, she is her own person. Rather know she wants to be with you, than you begging her to be there.

YOU GET FROM LIFE, WHAT YOU PUT INTO IT.

GO do SOMETHING

Hope you are feeling better today OP.

hung over, good show last night. I'm in the band

You got nowhere to go but up. Finish school and start climbing those basement stairs.

That which does not kill us only makes us stronger. My friend - you will be a force to be reckoned with, and not too long from now, I feel.