I've lost myself
the best of me
with every moment past
a vanishing recipe
and no care to stop it
no urge to save me from me
why I ask to thee
why me
what have I to give
what right to live
what foresight
worth seeing out of this cold night
this cold blight
eating away at me with one bite
it's too big
my fathers first born
first and only kin
until just then
twenty one years later
when now we both are men
damn him
damn me to oblivion
I curse this life I've been given
been living
with all my heart
that's grief stricken
no more flowers for me
worth picking
smelling of sweet pallon perfume
never again
a hermit maybe
but free from rejection
false affection
the universes neglecting
only seeing my complexion
not my brain
my soul
my auras burning flame
gone out from my tears
that once fell like the rain
my feet have given up the walk
my lips sealed tight from talk
my arms and fingers stuck in one spot
without me I only rot
searching for better days
I think it's only a thought
but I can't do this on my own
I'm not that strong when I'm not whole
what is a king
without his throne
what is a man
when he's all alone
where is my will
who hath taken my speed and skill
my love for life
the fear, pain, joy and thrill
that put me in the highest flight
does no one see this but me with blurred sight
have I become a statistic
a cynical man blinded by his lack of sanity
rapped up in the worlds vanity
his delusions of reality
speaking to deaf ears of blasphemy
if I should fall off this place
would it matter
would you call it a tragedy
if I should shatter
fall apart like cracking paint splatters
over the edge without a rope or latter
in the darkest place with only faint echos of laughter
to taunt me
to haunt me
and only more time passing by between night and day
to float me away
to empty black sand shores
where washed away footsteps can't been seen anymore
I beg you to listen
there was once a time I adored you
a drank you in with morning dew
when you and I were once both new
but somehow
someway
I have forgotten you
as you have forgotten me
forgot what my meaning was
what I was meant to do
I have no clue
are you done with me
are we now through
or will you lift me up once more
and fortify me with your glue
your embracing hug
that makes me new
your strong pure love
your skies of blue
that makes me whole again
I miss you
and that's the only thing that I know to be true

©March2009
:Roberto Loera

I think it sucks, you really have no talent, in better words "BOOOOOOOOOO, get off the stage"

>.< haha ohhh silly

In the tradition of old coffe houses "snap snap snap snap"