yea buttons, sure would be nice if I knew why he was hurting though, if
that's it....

ya may never know...

yea, guess it's time to get used to that idea...

well thanks anyway....

I hope your right though and he just needs time....

If you want to look at it like that. But let me ask you this. Who's
life are you in? Who's the master of their destiny? When you are
hungry, who feeds you? When you cry, who says when to stop? When you
are sad, who decides when you need to laugh? I know relationships take
two, but sweety, you have to work for what you truly desire, or else
nothing would be worth having. So you invested some time, do you
realize how many strange people you are going to find online vs in
person in the places you want to be?

From experience, without offending others, a lot online have social
issues. I will admit that I do. I suffer from anxieties, that I am
going to have to get put on meds for. When I had the meds, I was
normal. I could control being nervous to a normal level, instead of
getting this uncomfortable feeling in my heart and such. Problem with
me is, I am either too shy, or too ****y. Anyhow, you will see it
through. Just never settle. Availability is happening all around you,
just be there.

wow, thanks Random, I guess I never thought about it that way... I'm on
here cause I have a kid, don't like to party anymore at the clubs and
work in an office full of women... lol, you're right though, there has
to be another out there! thank you...

if you were talking marriage & stuff you must have
gotten his home email & phone # etc?...

of course... I spent three weeks with him at his home....

Lazy is a great guy, I really hate to see him leave the site. He is a
one woman man, faithful to a fault, loves with all his heart, and cares
deeply about his family. He deserves someone who will treat him the
same way.

well me too he is my friend also.. too bad he felt the need for whatever
reason to leave.. and i agree with ya marie he seems to be all of what u
say... but i dont think rozey is saying he isnt all of those things...
im sure they are both confused.. for whatever reasons only the both of
them know that....

rozey you are a very beautiful lady just hang in there and you will find
someone that is just right for you.

Hey Marie, I don't know what he's told you, but I don't know what
happened honestly... I loved him with all my heart... I would never do
anything to hurt him!!!

what the... this is so stupid.. you broke up with me.. say what you
will. I didn't do a damn thing to you.. you broke my heart and then
ripped it out.. I treated you right and with repect.. never once did you
see anything negative.. To clear the air.. I am afraid of commitment..?
what the hell did you get a ring for and the other gifts.. didn't I tell
you that you were the best women in the world every day, and every
morning.. didn't I hold you all night long.. didn't I show you that I
cared about you.. if you say I didn't then whatever.. you broke up with
me... you hurt me and I was stupid to play this game.. OOH and by the
way waiting until you got back and the next day then breaking it off
nice...uuuuummm.. thanks for all of the other emails to how nice of you
rose to tell me you hate me and love me in the same sentence.. I am too
old to playing high school games with you.. I tried talking to you.. you
keep hanging up on me.. This is the truth everyone this is what
happened.. I tried to make it work and I gave it my all.. I think this
sucks and I think that this is a good sign to get make into church and
being the best dad I can be.. I am trying every day to be a better
person.. But I can't be nothing different then me.. I have alot of cool
friends here and thank you all for saying nice things.. I am sorry rose
you did this.!!

i just signed back up because someone told me about this..little
thread.. well it got attention.. I am sorry to all but marie has my
email address and marie I don't mind if some have it..bye all and I am
sorry that this happened but not by my choice..rose you can say
whatever.. I have to move on.. life is short for this and my daughters
need me.. I hope natalie is doing better with her dad.. I hope he finds
a job and I hope that you can get your job back or get back to work soon
too. I thank you all it has been fun.. best wishes to all my friends and
never stop having fun.. because I am going to.. steak night tonight
baby.. time to crack the tunes up and eat good in the neighborhood..
party at my house tonight..

sorry I couldn't leave my friends.. had to reactivate.. it wasn't thier
fault..

I don't know what's up, you seem to be very confused, I guess I am
too... there has been some serious miscommunication going on... I"m
sorry Lazy! Never meant to hurt you... don't know how I did... but
that's cool... I never once said anything bad about you... I tried
calling, tried e-mailing... no answer... hope steak night is going
well...

rose.. you tried calling...? your emails.. how nice.. ?? You know what
you did.. I was supportive and caring and loving to you and well hey you
broke it off. not me..

how exactly did I break it off???? that is what I'd like to know... I
told you I had concerns... that doesn't mean I want to break it off, you
have my heart... I fight for that....

buttons yur hurtin me with that pic lmao

what I tried calling you and you were.. I can't do this I am sorry.. I
was there for you.. you call when I am not home and at work saying your
sorry.. I was a great man for you.. well rose.. you made this choice.. I
didn't push you out.. I was trying to talk to you and you pushed me
out.. What ever I don't care.. rose.. but here I will send you some more
of my heart to step on..