yes I did an yes it is full of real emotions I think to much see to much dont do any thing ....yet the things I've done

maybe i need to just drink water..and have a chip

whereeeeeeeeeeez my bic lighter???

If I wrote poetry.......ohhhhhhh the things I would say.....

Put a slice of lemon in your water!!!

the things that we see
the things that could be
the things that didnt happen
and the things that are
the things that nobody knew ever where
became the things that didnt happen
and the feelings that linger
the could have been
that never are
never will be
never had
and wont be undone
but are never done........


this one to they just spewed out cuz I'm listening to Enigma an thinking bout my day an stuff an
bleh argh poof there its in but its out !!

I think you should email me.......

nop........im gonna get kicked out tonite for good.....bye gyps..and purple

im playing zappa inca roads so fukcin loud i will probably get kicked out of here too..........i love all, and dont....

Dear Diary;

I'm going to go lay in bed and cry myself to sleep. Thanks for your support and hopefully i will be a little better tomorrow

gnite scotty!!

(((((((((((cloudy)))))

man, ive seen you worry and all that.......it just happens..live with it and get on with it fukc........i lost a daughter too.........i bet youre alright, but quit crying........get a helmet

??? you lost a daughter???

Scotty.......pets are like family to some people. My cats are my kids too.

no man............i saw him, for days.........he lost a fukcin girlfriend and a cat........i lost a wife and a daughter and a house..i only havent seen my daughter, who is a beautiful angel for like nine months........my first wife and sons love me, but the second.........not so much.........i didnt mean to mean to that guy..sorry bro

<<--- puts on the elevator music

Dear Diary:

After the nightly IM session with my love,
which came after the earlier IM session,
which came after checking morning emails,
she called me.

Each night now, she calls me, after IM,
and we talk as she goes to sleep.
We pray together.
We share so much.

What happened today? Did your hockey team win?
How was the outing? Did your son enjoy the time?
What new things are happening while we are apart,
and we wished that we were together to enjoy?

2462 miles apart.

Anxiously waiting the hours and days away,
working and saving and choosing what to do.
Choosing to believe in our future.
Choosing devotion and commitment.
Choosing faith and making dreams come true.

Is the down economy hurting your employer much?
What alternatives can we find to increase stability?
New tires for your car. New used suv for me.
Volunteering at the local emergency shelter.
Take turns at daycare for the parents going to church.

Budget for new internet service as this one ends.
Budget for more phone time together.
Budget for everything...working towards togetherness.
Isn't this togetherness?

How far we've come, while so far apart.
You're not alone, honey.
I'm coming home.
Working my way, to you.

26 things to do in the elevator.........



1) When there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you.

2) Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.

3) Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.

4) Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor you’re on.

5) Hold the doors open and say you’re waiting for a friend. After a while, let the doors close, and say, "Hi Greg. How's your day been?"

6) Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream, "That's mine!"

7) Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator.

8)Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on; ask if they have an appointment.

9) Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.

10) Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask them if they can hear ticking.

11) Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers.

12) Ask, "Did you feel that?"

13) Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.

14) When the doors close, announce to the others, "It's okay, don't panic, they open again!"

15) Swat at flies that don't exist.

16) Tell people that you can see their aura.

17) Call out, "Group Hug!" and then enforce it.

maybe i just need a chip........and say hi, to purple

I think everyone has a lot of things that they loved and lost....we cant compare our losses. Thats not fair. But I do know that we have all felt loss.....