Sorry about the tears, but I was in tears whilst writing this,and still every time I read it.
" I NEED SOMEBODY TO LOVE"

Why do I sigh, when I look in your eyes, of your picture, I keep,in my heart.
Why do I cry, when I gave you my life, and you promised, till death do us part.

I don"t know why, you left, but you did, and now we have broken apart.
Only YOU, knew why, when you did, and you knew, it would break my heart.

If only I knew, that your love wasn"t true, as it was with our very first kiss.
If only I knew, that your love wasn"t true,for now, its your love, that I miss.

Sitting around now, all day on my own, never a call, from you, on the phone.
I do really miss you,so cute,so small, I need someone, to love, and not be alone.

But I do really miss, your affection, lots of kisses, and the abundance, of love.
When, we first met, I thought you, were sent to me, from the heavens above.

I, now have realised, living with me, wasn"t easy,easy for you.
Me being so much older, and set in my ways, as well too.

But, I did try to conform, with your views, on the way we should live our lives.
And still, I did not take heed, of your warnings, I failed you, I was not wise.

I did my best, for your welfare, so our love, to grow ever, so strong.
I thought it had,especially, when the children, all came along.

I look at them now, every day,even more so, than I ever, did before.
But I look at them now, at their pictures, their pictures, on the wall.

Its wonderful to see, the you, the me, and the sparkle, in their eyes.
Their beaming smiles that radiate, to me, to you, is their love, its in disguise.

But, every time I look, I can always feel, theres always something, missing.
Then, I very soon realise, its the laughter, the crying, the hugs, and the kissing.

Theres, one word, they always said, that I never, hear no more, dad, dad, dad.
Its no wonder, why I am always, very unhappy, distraught, and feeling sad.

I really need somebody, I need somebody to love.
I really need somebody,I need somebody to hug.

I think of the time, we were all, doing fine, our love flowed and ebbed like a tide.
I think of the time,when I gave,you,the ring and said,one day,will you be,my bride

We were so happy, both of us were,why, did our love forever disappear, and wash all away, as though down, through the drain.

Can"t get your love, right out of my head, but, I must get it out, out of my brain.
If I don"t get it out, I will end up, completely mad, completely mad, insane.

I really need to find somebody, find somebody to love,
Find somebody to kiss, find somebody to hug,

I lay awake, every night now, can"t sleep, nice and tight, like I did when you were, lay next to me.

Theres always so much on my mind now, can"t take it, right out, and away, so that I finally can realise, what must be, must be.

I do, really need somebody, somebody to stop me, from being so sad.
I do, really need somebody, somebody to stop me, from going mad.

I"m grieving I know, its because you, had to go, when you said,your love for me wasn"t there anymore.

I really need somebody, a new somebody, will soon give me the cure.
I know I need somebody, a new somebody, will love me, more and more.

And when she comes, comes to me, with all her love, in her arms, in her arms, for me, I will hear her knock,knock,knock at the door .

I will then, be happy again, take her love, till the end of days, and never, want you again in my life, from then, to evermore.

All the pain I have suffered, will be finally gone, and I will be happy again I know.
I will soon have my new somebody, and when she"s here, she will never go.

I just wait for that day, when she comes here to stay, I will be, so happy and glad.
I will never again, be so distraught with the pain, and never again be sad.


RAYMOND.25/12/08

Very beautiful but very sad...we all need somebody to love, we know where you're coming from....

True THAT!!!!

Happiness comes from within. If you pin your happiness on someone else, you're bound to be disappointed. Perhaps you should look within for happiness? After all, if you dont love yourself, why would anyone else? Just a thought...

Thanks,directandwrite,iam4u&MsWizard

As MsWizard said we must look within for our happiness. But....it is very hard when the person that in fact you thought would always be there moved on with out you. It feels as if your heart has been ripped out and you will never love that way again. But at times we realize later that in fact the love that was there was not what we indeed thought it to be. And rushing into another relationship in fact will not fill that void. For we must look within first and find the peace that we need before one can move on.

Good one

txsGal3333,Thanks fof your kind message,but its not her I miss any more,its the children,not seen them since christmas day.,and all there pictures are on the wall.

Well sorry to hear that you do not have full access to see them when ever you want to. That is the problem with divorced couples now days they use the kids as a pawn when in fact I believe that set days to pick kids up after a divorce is so wrong. My ex had the chance to pick his kids up anytime he wanted to but he is the one that choose not to his bad.