Feigned Insecurity

Standing at the crossroads
Yes where shall I turn
Caught up in the middle
Why does it always hurt?

Dream after dream
And all is still the same
I haven't changed at all
Must I begin again?

Looking for the pieces
What's left I cannot hide
Finding what's within me
Why should I even try?

This road has appeared
Too many times before
Never have I listened
My choices seem abhorred

A faction I am leading
A figment of my mind
Plunging into fiction
Spinning in a dive

Where's my avenging angel
Called to me from high
No need for all this doubting
Thomas you're denied

Lost within betrayal
A scourge within myself
Exfoliate the layers
Examine my own hell

Insecurity running rampant
As curses hang like fog
Unbelieving eyes
See what's never real at all

Strapped into submission
Alas now I must rest
Fatigue strikes with precision
As I draw a shallow breath

Much too young to worry
And too old to live a lie
Forgetting all the drama
That cause the innocent to die

fadedspirit 1/30/2009

That was really nice-

((( Faded ))))

good write

((faded)) Smile sweety and don't give up!

havent been on in ages but good as always x

Thanks 2KidsMom, I'm glad you liked it.

Awww, thanks LAMom.

Thanks Dragoness, I'm glad you liked it.

Thanks Mystique....I always have a smile somewhere...lol

Thanks shauna, It's good to see you again as well.

Survival does not mean death of all innocence. It can lead to birth of discernment.

ZzzzziPPPPS back in for a bear hug --------

insecurity may be a side of survival but, hopefully a short lived one.

nice write my friend