you touch my skin i feel nothing
no sound of your fingertips passing over my skin
should've heard the sound of angels wings in my ears
your kiss makes me shiver and pull the covers closer
a reminder that ever though u are here i am still alone
you see me dieing and attempt to save me by forcing your air into my lungs
it burns me alive
i hear your footsteps in the hall and fear the storm u bring
you say u love my and i can only fell the dryness of your words
sandpaper across raw skin
you are my downfall my murderer my betrayer
et tu brute?
and u
of course
it is you
because you tell yourself you care but it doesn't reach your heart
as your love doesn't reach my soul





i published it on my blog if u have a name for it that would be nice