Let it go, I think I should
stop harboring this anxiety
A silent house misunderstood
Sometimes silence can mean your free

But it gets cold in december
when the land lord doesn't give you heat
and the woman you want is away
so I sit with a control in my hand and play

My hair is as sparse
as the jobs around this place
Pretty soon if I don't get it together
I'll never be able to put, a smile on my face.

don't give up says the cricket
Life isn't life until you've lived it
A catchy harmony is sung
forget the wrong things you've done
It is time I moved on

Another holiday I expect
heartbreak disappointment
another menthol cigarette
An "I love you" in my lament
am I just crazy or am I still damaged

Hang from that Christmas tree I stare at a gun
my feet cant touch so I can't run
santa clause with a grim grin
He didn't want cookies he wanted gin
So I think I'll hang here on this cross

Now who is the martyr
I am what I have become
self sacrifice for no one
am I the martyr you've been looking for
behind the pews picture on your glass door
God Bless me everyone

My selfish life will lead to disappointment
Or a presidential pardon
but my diaper has give me a rash won't somebody wipe my ass
I've been a baby look at what i've done
I guess it's time to move on

nice write

wish i had a cricket

"A silent house misunderstood" What a great line. Nice