Been breathing so efficiently without you,
Having chuckled, blushed and danced in wildflowers.
Zero feelings, judgments having to do with you,
Until the intoxicating twilight hours.

Trying to keep hidden the move adjacent,
Although not truly trying to disguise.
Rather ideally wanting to see you pass by,
Wanted the revelation to be a surprise.

My discerning thoughts surrounding my world,
Been filled with what you might consider.
If what I wanted was to befriend you,
Would it take you years to ponder.

Having noticed you seated in proximate distance,
Exasperating myself to not staring you down.
Made the best effort to look noticeably enjoyable,
As not to reveal my reprehensible frown.

So I downed a few more than expected,
And staggered my way back to domestic existence.
The whole way scheming what I would compose,
In the damnation I’d leave in your mailbox.

I scribbled a few moments on the furrowed contour,
Then made my way past glaring streetlights.
Glancing back and sideways as if someone was following,
Almost thinking they would realize my plight.

Creeping into the shadows I left it,
Then continued home with no remorse.
Hoping what I did was substantial,
Wishing you think that too, of course.

Now the minutes and hours are my enemy,
As I wait impatiently for your reply.
The days seem to turn to decades,
Each time I notice you drive by.

'So I downed a few more than expected,
And staggered my way back to domestic existence.
The whole way scheming what I would compose,
In the damnation I’d leave in your mailbox. '

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