I.
Take a thousand downers
You can feel the bottle in your hand
You say you're blunt
But funny how you missed the mark
You seem hypocritical
Cuz I've seen nothing of your capabilities
All talk
You hate to admit
You're cynical and proud
But I know you're scared
Your life was ****ed up
Want a cookie?
Your jealousy is blinding
And obvious
No matter how oblivious you seem
It is not how I am
But how you are

II.
The wind blows through those cracks
And creates a chill
Yet the sun is stronger than you know
More than you could ever appreciate
You're stuck between what you think is right
And what's wrong
You love to hate
Cuz you think it's normal
You think you can tell
Heaven from Hell
By just looking from the outside in
I'll be the first to admit
I believe in neither
Hell's on Earth
Whether you struggle to accept it or not
A living hell
The space of time from when you are born
To when you die
Filled with complications
Aggravations
Disappointments
Let-downs
Heartaches
Feeling unsure
Feeling like an outsider
Never ending worries
Never feeling good enough
It's continuous
And that's all there is
And all there ever will be