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Topic: Cruelest Joke
lurchs_sister's photo
Wed 11/05/08 09:43 AM
Edited by lurchs_sister on Wed 11/05/08 10:19 AM
The emptiness feeds the fear
I'm watching it now my mind is clear
There it goes feeding the fire
Strangling me now with life's wire

Do you see the eyes flaming red
Or hear the words that were not said
Let it think I'm in its hold
Don't move or think be still and cold

I hear it breathe and feel its stare
With no other this can I share
I would not do that to enemy or friend
This is my burden till time's end

What is this thing that I speak of
It is not kindness or the sweetest love
It is but life the cruelest joke
And happiness now gone up in smoke

It is heavy but I carry this beast
Upon my soul it shall not feast
Still I'm here and willing to fight
Doing what is just and right

I'll shore up my walls and stand so strong
Greeting the day singing my own song
I am a survivor this much is true
So another day I'll share with you


AngelLight's photo
Wed 11/05/08 09:56 AM
(((L_S)), your pronounced sense of hope is truly inspiring. Ty for sharing such a tender journey with us :heart:

Ty also for allowing us to be here with and for you flowerforyou :heart: :heart:

You have given us gift.



lurchs_sister's photo
Wed 11/05/08 10:02 AM
(((J)))flowers

My hope comes from the strength I find in my friends and the beauty I find in the world each day.

Thank you Lady for sharing this with me and being a source of strength and inspiration!flowers



For all those that don't remember or understand why I'm writing like this let me explain a little... I fight bipolarism everyday and sometimes the darkness of it wins. Please don't be scared or go running away try to see the ravages of this thing and embrace them as just another part of me to love.waving

LAMom's photo
Wed 11/05/08 10:06 AM
Within our arms we hold you, love you and most of all support you,, We are all imperfect beings,, worthy of love, respect and upmost gentleness when one falls we all fall,, you my dear are never alone,,,

Love & Strength :heart:

lurchs_sister's photo
Wed 11/05/08 10:09 AM

Within our arms we hold you, love you and most of all support you,, We are all imperfect beings,, worthy of love, respect and upmost gentleness when one falls we all fall,, you my dear are never alone,,,

Love & Strength :heart:


Hey Lady!

Thanks for the lift and help in holding me up:heart: (((D)))flowerforyou

d4tc's photo
Wed 11/05/08 10:16 AM
Edited by d4tc on Wed 11/05/08 10:16 AM
I always love your poems Vicki. Excellent Write. flowerforyou

lurchs_sister's photo
Wed 11/05/08 10:20 AM
(((Jason)))

Thank you my friend!!:heart:

Pete026's photo
Wed 11/05/08 02:48 PM
Brilliant flowerforyou You're work is truly inspirational :smile:

lurchs_sister's photo
Thu 11/06/08 09:45 AM

Brilliant flowerforyou You're work is truly inspirational :smile:



AWWWWWWWW SHUCKS!!!blushing blushing blushing

Thanks (((Pete)))flowers flowers flowers

no photo
Thu 11/06/08 06:09 PM
Edited by Unknow on Thu 11/06/08 06:12 PM
flowerforyou wow Vicki :heart: flowerforyou and a big hug

BonnyMiss's photo
Fri 11/07/08 03:15 AM
You're strong and will live to share your other written days with us. Thank you for sharing flowerforyou

Wolfeyes58's photo
Fri 11/07/08 07:45 AM
Through your strong will it looks as if we are a little twisted today. Or was that yesterday??

lurchs_sister's photo
Fri 11/07/08 10:07 AM
Always accepting hugs (((Bill))):heart:

(((Bonny))) I am blessed to be sharing with one cush as yourself!flowerforyou

(((Robert)))I've been twisted for a long time but I never shared it with others.:laughing:

Noden's photo
Fri 11/07/08 10:19 AM
Edited by Noden on Fri 11/07/08 10:28 AM


"A strong woman
knows she has
strength enough
for the journey,
but a woman of
strength knows
it is in the journey
where she will
become strong."

lurchs_sister's photo
Fri 11/07/08 10:24 AM
Thank you for this lovely lady!!!
I was able to go see the pic you tried to post and it is beautiful!!!
:heart: flowerforyou

Noden's photo
Fri 11/07/08 10:29 AM

Thank you for this lovely lady!!!
I was able to go see the pic you tried to post and it is beautiful!!!
:heart: flowerforyou



Well I found another, that suit it to a tee!

So happy you where able to view the other one...:heart:

lurchs_sister's photo
Fri 11/07/08 10:31 AM


Thank you for this lovely lady!!!
I was able to go see the pic you tried to post and it is beautiful!!!
:heart: flowerforyou



Well I found another, that suit it to a tee!

So happy you where able to view the other one...:heart:


This one is beautiful as well. But my dear neither is a beautiful as the soul they came from.:heart: flowerforyou

Noden's photo
Fri 11/07/08 10:37 AM



Thank you for this lovely lady!!!
I was able to go see the pic you tried to post and it is beautiful!!!
:heart: flowerforyou



Well I found another, that suit it to a tee!

So happy you where able to view the other one...:heart:


This one is beautiful as well. But my dear neither is a beautiful as the soul they came from.:heart: flowerforyou


Awwwwh , damnit now a tear has fallen from my eyes....
and I wanted to finish my poem

bad girl, bad girl!

I tell ya....now stop that just showing I care, beautiful!:heart:

lurchs_sister's photo
Fri 11/07/08 10:41 AM




Thank you for this lovely lady!!!
I was able to go see the pic you tried to post and it is beautiful!!!
:heart: flowerforyou



Well I found another, that suit it to a tee!

So happy you where able to view the other one...:heart:


This one is beautiful as well. But my dear neither is a beautiful as the soul they came from.:heart: flowerforyou


Awwwwh , damnit now a tear has fallen from my eyes....
and I wanted to finish my poem

bad girl, bad girl!

I tell ya....now stop that just showing I care, beautiful!:heart:


Didn't mean to make you cry Dolly! offering my hanky

Friends like you are what make my world an easier place to live in.

Can't wait to see the poem!:heart:

Noden's photo
Fri 11/07/08 10:43 AM





Thank you for this lovely lady!!!
I was able to go see the pic you tried to post and it is beautiful!!!
:heart: flowerforyou



Well I found another, that suit it to a tee!

So happy you where able to view the other one...:heart:


This one is beautiful as well. But my dear neither is a beautiful as the soul they came from.:heart: flowerforyou


Awwwwh , damnit now a tear has fallen from my eyes....
and I wanted to finish my poem

bad girl, bad girl!

I tell ya....now stop that just showing I care, beautiful!:heart:


Didn't mean to make you cry Dolly! offering my hanky

Friends like you are what make my world an easier place to live in.

Can't wait to see the poem!:heart:


Thanks for the honky, (she runs away to finish what she started) won't be out till tomorrow...love...or Monday got some stuff to do, please know you are love hun:heart:

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