Topic: Fear
lurchs_sister's photo
Fri 10/24/08 09:19 AM
The burn out of a shattered mind
Is just one's personality
But the fear and shame it brings
Is gut wrenching reality

You don't see the pain
Or torture that it brings
Deafening through my soul
Total agony rings

I live in fear of life
Yet somehow I keep going
My death will one day come
Since life is never slowing

I wake each morning
Holding my breath
I'm still alive and scared
But again I've out walked death

What will this day bring
Will this be the end
Could this be the final one
Will He His messenger send


Wolfeyes58's photo
Fri 10/24/08 09:22 AM
No my dear, He will not send the messenger until He is good and ready for you to come home. Very good write though.

johncarl's photo
Fri 10/24/08 09:25 AM
very good i am a fan of your workflowers flowers flowers

lurchs_sister's photo
Fri 10/24/08 09:52 AM
(((Robert)))flowers

Hi (((JC)))flowers Good to hear from you!! Thanks!

AngelLight's photo
Fri 10/24/08 10:35 AM
((((L_S)))).....moving and totally heartfelt flowerforyou :heart:

no photo
Fri 10/24/08 06:31 PM
(((Vickiflowerforyou)))

neanderthalDave's photo
Fri 10/24/08 06:39 PM
Hi Vickiflowerforyou

I love your words,they always seem to touch me.I have been thinking about the life/death and good/evil alot lately

lurchs_sister's photo
Tue 10/28/08 08:52 AM
(((Angel)))flowerforyou

(((Cindy)))flowerforyou


(((Dave)))flowerforyou Good to hear from you! Thanks for reading me and speaking. Life/death and good/evil are always something we can count on when all else fails and I think about these things a lot. Hope life is treating you well!

2Btrue2One's photo
Thu 10/30/08 03:34 PM
Vicki, that was a sad poem, almost couldn't finish reading it..

hugs

kc0003's photo
Thu 10/30/08 03:57 PM
nice piece vicki

flowerforyou flowerforyou flowerforyou

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Sat 11/01/08 06:23 AM
:heart: flowerforyou

To feel this pain yet still remain.

It is enough to drive most insane.

But you my friend, GOD made to win.

Always shinning bright, through your troubled blue.

Steering straight your course, holding true.

All of our light, at times. Fails to stay bright.

Sometimes we barely have a tiny little glow.

Yet through hearts like yours, our brightness does grow.

Sis you are a very special woman.

I wish more were like you, truly a loving human.:heart:



May your words always grace these pages.

Be them of love, or through passion rages, wink.flowers




frankfk's photo
Sat 11/01/08 08:41 AM
profound and touchyflowerforyou
The burn out of a shattered mind
Is just one's personality
But the fear and shame it brings
Is gut wrenching reality

You don't see the pain
Or torture that it brings
Deafening through my soul
Total agony rings

I live in fear of life
Yet somehow I keep going
My death will one day come
Since life is never slowing

I wake each morning
Holding my breath
I'm still alive and scared
But again I've out walked death

What will this day bring
Will this be the end
Could this be the final one
Will He His messenger send



Fadedspirit's photo
Sat 11/01/08 07:13 PM
Very touching and very nice. :smile: flowerforyou

zanne46's photo
Sat 11/01/08 09:07 PM
:heart: flowers :heart: flowers

All my love to you Vicky...

I miss you lots..

Truely..

I hope you are doing well..:smile: flowers waving smooched

lurchs_sister's photo
Tue 11/04/08 08:46 AM
My Love to all (((MY TRUE FRIENDS)))flowers flowers

Terry thanks for the add and the kind words!
Daniel no tears but I'll take the hugs
Zanne you have my love as always my sister
Faded and Frank thank you my friends for the support
KC you are always there when I need you thanks!

AngelLight's photo
Tue 11/04/08 08:58 AM
I was just thinking, maybe we are the messengers He has sent so that you may know how much you are cared for and Loved....

Again, ty for sharing your experience; I hope, in some way, we can help transform it with the continued Love we offer (((you))) :heart: flowerforyou :heart:


lurchs_sister's photo
Tue 11/04/08 09:04 AM

I was just thinking, maybe we are the messengers He has sent so that you may know how much you are cared for and Loved....

Again, ty for sharing your experience; I hope, in some way, we can help transform it with the continued Love we offer (((you))) :heart: flowerforyou :heart:




Now I shed tears of happiness at the thought you have shared and the lightness it has given my heart!
(((You))) are amazing!:heart:

Thanks for being here to help me through all of this as always!flowerforyou

AngelLight's photo
Tue 11/04/08 09:09 AM


I was just thinking, maybe we are the messengers He has sent so that you may know how much you are cared for and Loved....

Again, ty for sharing your experience; I hope, in some way, we can help transform it with the continued Love we offer (((you))) :heart: flowerforyou :heart:




Now I shed tears of happiness at the thought you have shared and the lightness it has given my heart!
(((You))) are amazing!:heart:

Thanks for being here to help me through all of this as always!flowerforyou



Precious precious heart, you are so welcome! :smile: :heart: :heart: