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Topic: SITTING , LISTENING, TORTURING MYSELF....DAILY.
Magbalihi Joined Thu 08/07/08 Posts: 1815	Tue 09/23/08 02:12 PM
Once a long time ago I got my heart broken by a long time distance love. That was the time it was over forever. I was on the airplane coming home after leaving early and was thinking of a sad song that hadn't been written yet that described the way I felt....I'm a musical person.... Some years later I heard a song that someone else had written that was the exact tune I was crying to on the airplane that I had made up in my head!!! WOW....... It was Kenny Gee playing "Forever in Love"

Scarlett_156 Joined Wed 09/17/08 Posts: 469	Tue 09/23/08 02:13 PM
If you enjoy torturing yourself or being tortured by another person, you are masochistic. If you enjoy torturing others, you are sadistic. I know that sounds like a small paradox, but by strict S&M standards (HAR!! "strict S&M standards"--get it?) you are only genuinely sadistic if you enjoy torturing someone besides yourself. If you only torture yourself you're just a plain old masochist. I hope this was helpful. YOURS IN CHAOS!!!!!!!! SCARLETT!!!!!!!

heartSoul Joined Sun 08/26/07 Posts: 6038	Tue 09/23/08 02:13 PM
classical music works for me I can hear the music and just tune everything else out

moonlight_ride62 Joined Thu 07/03/08 Posts: 4414	Tue 09/23/08 02:13 PM
when im sad i listen to,the bee gees,"how can you mend a broken heart" bee gees holy moly now that is sad....

Magbalihi Joined Thu 08/07/08 Posts: 1815	Tue 09/23/08 02:14 PM
I am assuming we will have to play at my house since yours is flooded...I hope you are not faint at heart... Oh NO......I have to clean up after young kids sometimes!!!

moonlight_ride62 Joined Thu 07/03/08 Posts: 4414	Tue 09/23/08 02:15 PM
I am assuming we will have to play at my house since yours is flooded...I hope you are not faint at heart... Oh NO......I have to clean up after young kids sometimes!!! You go boy...I love those kids that want to see what it is like to eat at the grown folks table...

luv2roknroll Joined Sun 07/06/08 Posts: 30367	Tue 09/23/08 02:18 PM
I use to do that a lot when I was young an innocent, couldnt wait til I was old enough to find love. Havent done it since, that is until... I found love and had my heart broke and then I did it again but this time it wasnt AirSupply. I think both times I liked the pain to an extent and the romanticism of it all. I say listen and be romantic then stand up, become enpowered and hunt down a fine man and make him yours. You appear more than capable. See how easy I am, I just brushed my hair, turned on "Godsmack", and put on my guy gettin jeans...WATCH OUT!!!!!!!!!!! now don't you feel better...hey can I use a pair of those guy getting jeans...mine are not working... Oh yeah....sure you can...I have a nice large selection of hip huggin, bell bottom jeans...501s, and of course leather ones that lace up the sides from waist to feet!!!

RKISIT Joined Tue 01/08/08 Posts: 16721	Tue 09/23/08 02:19 PM
when im sad i listen to,the bee gees,"how can you mend a broken heart" bee gees holy moly now that is sad.... blame it on the nights on broadway,so dont give me that jive talkin,you whole lot of woman

moonlight_ride62 Joined Thu 07/03/08 Posts: 4414	Tue 09/23/08 02:19 PM
I use to do that a lot when I was young an innocent, couldnt wait til I was old enough to find love. Havent done it since, that is until... I found love and had my heart broke and then I did it again but this time it wasnt AirSupply. I think both times I liked the pain to an extent and the romanticism of it all. I say listen and be romantic then stand up, become enpowered and hunt down a fine man and make him yours. You appear more than capable. See how easy I am, I just brushed my hair, turned on "Godsmack", and put on my guy gettin jeans...WATCH OUT!!!!!!!!!!! now don't you feel better...hey can I use a pair of those guy getting jeans...mine are not working... Oh yeah....sure you can...I have a nice large selection of hip huggin, bell bottom jeans...501s, and of course leather ones that lace up the sides from waist to feet!!! dang it man...I bet you gets all kinds of attention in those...

moonlight_ride62 Joined Thu 07/03/08 Posts: 4414	Tue 09/23/08 02:20 PM
when im sad i listen to,the bee gees,"how can you mend a broken heart" bee gees holy moly now that is sad.... blame it on the nights on broadway,so dont give me that jive talkin,you whole lot of woman you know you are as cute as a speckled puppy

luv2roknroll Joined Sun 07/06/08 Posts: 30367	Tue 09/23/08 02:22 PM
If you enjoy torturing yourself or being tortured by another person, you are masochistic. If you enjoy torturing others, you are sadistic. I know that sounds like a small paradox, but by strict S&M standards (HAR!! "strict S&M standards"--get it?) you are only genuinely sadistic if you enjoy torturing someone besides yourself. If you only torture yourself you're just a plain old masochist. I hope this was helpful. YOURS IN CHAOS!!!!!!!! SCARLETT!!!!!!! See im an S&M virgin, you all know that now...lol. Ok im not into hurting others unless they wanted it, than I would in a heartbeat..."whatever rocks your world babe", ...thats my mindset. So im a masochist..ok...but I dont spank myself..just actively search for someone else to do that for me!!!

RKISIT Joined Tue 01/08/08 Posts: 16721	Tue 09/23/08 02:23 PM
when im sad i listen to,the bee gees,"how can you mend a broken heart" bee gees holy moly now that is sad.... blame it on the nights on broadway,so dont give me that jive talkin,you whole lot of woman you know you are as cute as a speckled puppy we belong to you and me

luv2roknroll Joined Sun 07/06/08 Posts: 30367	Tue 09/23/08 02:24 PM
when im sad i listen to,the bee gees,"how can you mend a broken heart" bee gees holy moly now that is sad.... blame it on the nights on broadway,so dont give me that jive talkin,you whole lot of woman you know you are as cute as a speckled puppy Cute is so sexy...dont you all think so??? I do!!!

moonlight_ride62 Joined Thu 07/03/08 Posts: 4414	Tue 09/23/08 02:24 PM
when im sad i listen to,the bee gees,"how can you mend a broken heart" bee gees holy moly now that is sad.... blame it on the nights on broadway,so dont give me that jive talkin,you whole lot of woman you know you are as cute as a speckled puppy we belong to you and me alrighty then...not sure what that means...but I think I am far enough away I can agree with ya...

michiganman3 Joined Mon 10/29/07 Posts: 14519	Tue 09/23/08 02:25 PM
Love the sound of a slap on a leather clad butt! Reminds me of a new pick-up truck!!!!!

SportsNut2007 Joined Mon 11/05/07 Posts: 817	Tue 09/23/08 02:25 PM
Does anyone else do this or am I just sadistic? I sit, and listen to a radio station that plays only love songs, with no special one in my life, and just wish, and cry....and it hurts. why do I torture myself??? Am I the only one??? Yes, I think you are sadistic ! Rather then having a nightly pity party for yourself...you should head to some bar, where you will meet a guy like me. He will buy you some drinks take you home, and make you remember why you love men.

luv2roknroll Joined Sun 07/06/08 Posts: 30367	Tue 09/23/08 02:26 PM
I use to do that a lot when I was young an innocent, couldnt wait til I was old enough to find love. Havent done it since, that is until... I found love and had my heart broke and then I did it again but this time it wasnt AirSupply. I think both times I liked the pain to an extent and the romanticism of it all. I say listen and be romantic then stand up, become enpowered and hunt down a fine man and make him yours. You appear more than capable. See how easy I am, I just brushed my hair, turned on "Godsmack", and put on my guy gettin jeans...WATCH OUT!!!!!!!!!!! now don't you feel better...hey can I use a pair of those guy getting jeans...mine are not working... Oh yeah....sure you can...I have a nice large selection of hip huggin, bell bottom jeans...501s, and of course leather ones that lace up the sides from waist to feet!!! dang it man...I bet you gets all kinds of attention in those... Especailly when they come unlaced and I fail to notice!!!lol.

RKISIT Joined Tue 01/08/08 Posts: 16721	Tue 09/23/08 02:27 PM
when im sad i listen to,the bee gees,"how can you mend a broken heart" bee gees holy moly now that is sad.... blame it on the nights on broadway,so dont give me that jive talkin,you whole lot of woman you know you are as cute as a speckled puppy we belong to you and me alrighty then...not sure what that means...but I think I am far enough away I can agree with ya... its part of a bee gees song

moonlight_ride62 Joined Thu 07/03/08 Posts: 4414	Tue 09/23/08 02:27 PM
I use to do that a lot when I was young an innocent, couldnt wait til I was old enough to find love. Havent done it since, that is until... I found love and had my heart broke and then I did it again but this time it wasnt AirSupply. I think both times I liked the pain to an extent and the romanticism of it all. I say listen and be romantic then stand up, become enpowered and hunt down a fine man and make him yours. You appear more than capable. See how easy I am, I just brushed my hair, turned on "Godsmack", and put on my guy gettin jeans...WATCH OUT!!!!!!!!!!! now don't you feel better...hey can I use a pair of those guy getting jeans...mine are not working... Oh yeah....sure you can...I have a nice large selection of hip huggin, bell bottom jeans...501s, and of course leather ones that lace up the sides from waist to feet!!! dang it man...I bet you gets all kinds of attention in those... Especailly when they come unlaced and I fail to notice!!!lol. that ain't never good...

jtip1977 Joined Mon 11/12/07 Posts: 10410	Tue 09/23/08 02:28 PM
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