I view myself as you see me
Wondering what is there
What draws you in
What keeps you
Is it sex I'm so good at?
Is it the fact I love your touch?
Do you feel as if I need you
Want you, desire you completely
Is it the lies my eyes tell you?
Making you believe your the ONE
Deluding you into believing
Your all that matters to me
No other exists
Making you believe I'm all yours
All the while biding my time
Lying with my eyes, my words, my body
Waiting for the next best thing
To come my way
Always bettering myself
At the expense
Of You

Am I the only one who sees this as written to you from another rather than from you? It is painfully honest of a user and well done.

Good write sad but true that some only want you until something better comes along.

No actually it's from me to them............I guess that kinda makes it worse huh?

Ewwww, as I'm the exact opposite, is my initial reaction. I've tried understanding a user viewpoint. I've always come down to why can you not provide the "need" within yourself. Why does it have to be fulfilled at the expense of another? Can you provide me with a more suitable comprehension?

I suppose in some sense it's a self defense mechanism. I'm a very dominant personality and if allowed free rein I will take over everything I touch. I have a tendency to over analyze any situation and skew it to my best advantage.

Ever heard the analogy it's just as easy to fall in love with a rich man as a poor one? If i didn't have a strongly instilled moral compass due to how i was raised......I could be a gold digger......LOL

I recognize these faults within myself and never get involved with anyone in a worse situation than myself as i won't allow myself to be used. But neither do I get myself involved in any relationship where "he" has a weaker personality than I do as I know if i did I would be what i have described.

I view myself as perfectly flawed............

"I view myself as perfectly flawed............"

Well hells bells woman, most of us are! However, you've blown out the actuality of your poem being you. Yup, the potential is there, but your commented criteria doesn't match.

I know i could be that person as I have been that person.

I have stayed in a relationship for the security of it all the while knowing i was lying and just waiting for my chance to get out.

I controlled every aspect of because he allowed me too............i gave him just enough to keep him "blind" i did this knowingly and with forthought. Telling myself "No one can be that blind" telling myself he knew what i was doing and obviously he didn't care enough. He loved me and still does. I used that against him.

Do i regret it yes..........it was a life lesson for me I realized what i am capable of, and what given the right set of circumstances i will do if not kept in check

It's not so much to fulfill a need as much as it is an inate sense to dominate and control.which in and of itself is a basic human flaw

Great conversation and thanks for your honest input.

your welcome.........

Hi pretty lady,wink,lol
Ice, your as YOU need to be for YOU...NOT YOU as THEY need you to be.

So when YOU feel the NEED to FEEL DIFFERENT.
YOU WILL! And until then you will explore them with your all of creativeness and one day,,,ONE GY,nk,
will have YOU "STOPED" in mid air with-in yor thoughtsan YOU will LOSE YOUR INNER WALLS and WLLS,wink,,and fall in love with him..

Keep on being YOU, and keep on being HERE!!!!

Ice