The weather doesn't quite match up with how I feel today
It's drizzling and sleepy and I am actually feeling Okay
Unlike the rain we've had for the past week or so
I'm feeling needed and wanted for the first time since a long time ago

Am I just psyching my self up for more disappointment?
Am I being raised up just to fall down and lament?
I am being positive and not hating the dark world today
She is like a light making brighter the clouds that are gray

I find myself not being as cautious I should be
I hope she feel the same way as me
When she says she is I hope she isn't lying
She's shines and shows me reasons for not dying
and now I want to live

Misery loves company but so does this odd happiness
Until this point I've been self destructive and depressed
It isn't often I think about someone other than myself
But I am thinking of her warm body pressed against my mouth

I hope this isn't a feeling I'll regret
I put all I got left on one bet
Now that I get outside and exist
I'm just waiting for her next kiss

nice write...it'll get better hang in there

much happiness to you JT- great writing

Happiness for you JT!! Nice write!!

thank you everyone.