My heart is slwoly choking on Pain,the pain of desertion,by fate,a desertion of chance,for true romance.Dont think I can wait too much longer,the searing pain is becoming unbearable.While those of you go along your merry way,enjoying your betterhalf,and frolicking in your sometimes dirty subject matter,this lonely man cries out for LOVE and has none(as quoted by Queens Bohemian Raphsody)
Although I am known as a survivor,I wonder,some survivors live out their lives without ever succeeding in finding any tender Loving of any consequence,while still others take LOVE for granted,divorcing and or playing around with others and it so amazes me how we can take a deep seeded LOVE for granted and think we can get it anywhere? Some dont mind sinning,but this is not realy winning either,as God knows all,but fortunately doesnt tell all neither!
But still I keep trying,searching,coping,thinking this man must be a dunce,but even dunces get loved once throughout their lives,,dont they?




Thanks for reading,



Rodster

I hear ya

Smile Rod

Thankyou for your reply,and Yes it is deeply painful,some of us can cope,some of us can be patient,and still others are not strong enough,nor have the will to endure.
Love for alot of us,me especialy is too important an emotion to give up the ship,becuase somewhere out there,there is a deep,tender,sensitive,longlasting LOVE in which I must stay dtrong,or die in trying!

have you tried to just stop looking? sometimes when you seek something out it will elude you. but then when you stop looking for it, there it is.

normally that wouldnt be a bad idea,but at my age and only having had 2 in my whole life,makes it hard to just give up trying.
I do see your point about it dropping in your lap,and I know there are no guarantees in life either,but becuase having once felt the true and deep emotion of loving unconditionally(on my part) and the giving on her part,and having lost all that after 11 yrs,makes it hard to stop craving and stop looking but I do apreciate very much your input,and I Thankyou very much for it too!