Am I really so horrid?
In your eyes I am nothing
A rug to walk on when your feet are muddy
Sometimes the keeper of your angry rantings
But never the daughter,
The precious miracle you cried about the day she was born
Tell me why mom?
Those nights you were so angry
Was it really me?
I'm sorry never worked
It just made you more mad
Twenty-one years
And I was just the one to pay the bills
To feel the rage no matter who did what
Such lonely nights those used to be
Heavy footsteps thundered down the hall
Silencing the sobs was impossible
Tell me mom
Why did you not hold me?
Love you never gave is no longer wanted
Tell me mom
Why must things be this way?
I'm sorry you gave up your teen years
These challenges were not my choice
But I'm sorry about them too
Tell me mom
What is it about me that makes you so angry?
Sometimes I just don't understand

wow... impressive and deep

((( Nicki ))) Holding you,,

Very Powerful write,,,,

well it is hard to read into the mind of the poet, but it could be that there is anger here?
and the mother was pregnant, and had the daughter, and there was never bonding that went on between the two.
daughter does not understand. now it is too late, because she does not want her love. well, something like that.

well there ya are denise i havent seen you around in like forever lol

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww Beautiful I'm here just sittin in the shadows,,, Kiss's to you,,, I love you the all of you
I dont have the answers you seek,, I do however have
hugs to hold ya when you need them,, Kiss's softly on
you cheek to remind you ,, you are loved

i always know im loved because my friends are awesome speaking of friends can i re-add you?

Silly you,, Of Course

((((Nicki)))))))