The site of your name
just brings back the pain
I've done well the last two days
You've rarely crossed my mind
and your memory is getting behind the times
I hope it someday it decides not to stay

It isn't the now you that I miss
It's the woman who said she loved me and wanted my kiss
You loved to feed my disease
Left me on my bended bloody knees
I hope your happy with your new guy
I bet he's happy with you until you say goodbye

I should be a bigger person I guess
But for so long you made me wear the dress
I remember when I at least felt like a man
my alcoholism and depression you multiplied
By the way you made me feel and the way you lied
I hope that you fail in your master plan

If I believed in Jesus Christ I would pray
That the God of Vengeance would come out to play
But I think I will just have to take care of myself
You don't think of anyone else but your greedy self
the red in your eyes looked like love but it was hell
So for today and for a while My heart is on a shelf

good job

nice