my desk pc is down with virus, i am finding some poems here on my laptop. dang, i should have burned discs so i could have more, but here is an old one i wrote for the armymoms.
huggggsss
seena



If You Wouldn't

Today I am staying in bed
Pulling the covers up over my head
Burrowing so deep I'll never be found
Holding my ears to block out the sounds
Closing my eyes and squeezing them tight
Trying to hide with all of my might
And you wonder why
I try so hard not to cry
And you wonder what
Is this problem that I've got
Well, let me fill you in
You can tell me then
If you wouldn't feel the same
My child has gone away
He left me in a bind
He told me not to wait for him
He told me he'd be fine
He told me not to worry
He told me not to fear
He took my heart away with him
Though he tried to leave it here
You wonder why he left
You wonder where he went
He went across the ocean
By the government he was sent
He may be gone a day
He may be gone a year
He may be gone forever
Gone is gone, not here
Now that you know what
Is this problem that I've got
Tell me now that you see
If I were you and you were me
If you wouldn't feel the same

Seena...

ur poems are just amazing..

I am printing them out..I leave them around for those to read who don't understand a mothers pain..a mother cry etc..

I am printing them to give to my new Doc on Monday to seek the help I need..

As my exhausted Marine..yes dirty..(2 wks..no shower)ewwww..he laughed..lol.He has been calling me dayily..Every sentence begins with mom and ends with mom..

He told me he is dieing to see his mom....

I refuse to be misdiagnosed..

As the intake woman was going towards biparlar...mis spelling..yep and bite me..lol

I have 1 son going to college..

1 son gong to Iraq to war..

at the same time..1 coming and 1 going..

we have never been apart..21 yrs..thats a long time..

So throw into the mix...seperation anxiety..

those are my issues...

Ur poems explain everything for me...when I can't speak....

Thank you..

All my Love to You and your daughter and family...



hugs

Suzanne

suzanne, i hope you are going to myspace and reading. there are many, many more there.
our heroes publications on myspace. armymom tommie.
huggsss and prayers are always with you
seena