A couple of weeks ago I was very close to a complete break-down and during my toughest day, I posted a letter and during the process of writing..I took a lot of things out on a very dear, very cherished friend. I was in the middle of an emotional turmoil and when saying good-bye, I lashed out at the most important person in my life and as a result have lost his friendship. I just wanted to say that I am truly, deeply sorry and pray that one day he will find forgiveness in his heart and if not..I understand...he of all people did not deserve to be the fall guy and I will continue to be ashamed of hurting him as long as I live. Cy...I am so sorry Sweety.

This is for him, right?

Good luck to you.

actual;ly for anyone who has a friend...maybe a reminder of how we should try to be in complete control of our feelings...never know what you can lose in the anger mode...I know I have suffered deeply for having lost him.And thank you for your well wishes

I understand where your coming from,i did the same thing 3 weeks ago just because i was so stressed to the point i was ready to explode,and screwed up something very special, needless to say i hadn't talked to him for 3 weeks until lastnight,but it's gonna take time to work through it,but i hope you and Cy does,because i'm not sure if he will forgive me i'm hoping though. Good luck to ya hun,i hope you get your friendship back

Thank you very much...he is the love of my life and always will be, for he carries my soul within him still...I hurt him deeply...such a loving soul and I was the one to hurt him...I wish you luck also

Thanks hun. yea he became my whole entire world these last 8 months,and like you it's killing me inside knowing i'm the one that hurt him,when he didn't deserve it.

i WISH YOU THE BEST...i KNOW HOW DEVASTATED YOU ARE FEELING...BLESS YOU