i dreamt last night i died, and i asked him to take me away. it didnt happen

(((debbie1980)))

Remember Naomi from the Book of Ruth. Sometimes when it seems that God is angry with us and we would rather flee this mortal coil, God is actually preparing something better for us. You will be in my prayers. Keep your chin up.

thankyou. im just so tired and weak, i just want to sleep forever

no sleeping lil lady.....you need to get God in your heart...so he can work a miracle with the cutieful debbie\



I want to share a piece of me with anyone who enters to give prayer to Debbie. I believe with all my heart, soul, and mind in God, and in his Son Jesus Christ. I went Saturday night to see a friend of mine Lola who is an amazing woman of God and also a gifted prophet....The following is a word from God to me........Between last night and today's service...I am right where the Lord my Father wants me.



Before the foundation of time I called you my own and knew what you would be like. You have always known me even before you received me in your heart. I talked to you as a small child. I smile upon you, The enemy brought in a demon spirit and you fell back to a place you never intended to fall back to.

I your Lod came quickly. You will teach my word. I want you to pursue a pastoral degree through INSTE or some other source. You will heal the dead. Demons flee from you, they don't like you. The word of God is on yhour lips. Your influence is bigger then you think. (Lola now) not God. I am just confirming what you already know. (God again) Your a faithful, dependable friend, once you love you love with your whole heart. You have the Fathers heart.


This did confirm much to me.....especially the gifts the Lord has so graciously bestowed on me.

Debbie Your are going to beat this.....All the demons in your head....I cast you out in the name of the Father......All the sickness in your mind and in your body.....I cast in out in the name of the Father God.

Satan you have no control over Debbie anymore....I cast you back to the pits of hell.......You no longer will control this young woman's mind, body, or spirit.........Be gone......Be gone..........

In the Holy name of thy Father GOD.......IT WILL BE DONE.

Feral..... remember JOB and how people acted towards Job in the bible??

Let's Don't do the same.


Debbie has been ill since childhood, and so it is perfectly ok for her to sometimes feel fear...or sometimes feel like she just wants to go home .... is ok to become fearful sometimes......and that is when Debbie just needs for us to listen...and care....without us both always preaching to her.... and by doing so, those fears will usually soon desipate...and Debbie will become encouraged and ok again . .. if we just listen and care.

Point is, there is nothing wrong with Debbie's mind, just becasue she becomes fearful at times.....how Debbie feels sometimes is all normal when one battles life long illness.

Debbie IS going to beat this....but sometimes healing is a process.

Debbie?
Feral means well..so do I...and Feral really just has one giant heart of Gold for you and everyone, even if I am scolding her right now


I love you Feral... .. I am just being a mean mamma today... ....and btw....yes, you are a woman of God..but hey..just off the record... God is fixing to take you into an even DEEPER and HIGHER walk with the Lord, like never before.

And Debbie too....... God has a PLAN in all this that you are going thru..God IS going to bring you thru to Victory!!!!

Be Encouraged Now, Debbie!!

You too Feral.

Love you Both, Feral and Debbie.

I was very sick for a long time. Water, a good diet and lots of sleep has helped me tremendously. I know faith alone could have done it, but I don't have that strong of faith. If I can be so bold as to offer a suggestion: Sleep when you are tired. Drink lots of filtered or bottled water. Eat a healthy diet and take a multi vitamin. And trust in God to heal you.

Debbie?

God gives us a word of wisdom or knowledge thru others.
God just gave a Word thru Spider.

Debbie...one more thing...people who have fought illness for a long period time, usually can handle well ,and benefit greatly by including LOTS of electrolyte rich foods( like bananas and fresh oranges) in their diets..along with raw green salads.

The electrolyte increase somehow improves energy level in patients in a miraculous way...even if tests show the electrolytes already as beng normal.....still the foods that up the electrolytes, help also to increase energy levels.

There is lots that drs can't explain yet.
But God gave us wisdom to know how to eat and do our part.....and the INCREASE in fruits and vegetables during times of illness, help in ways we can't explain.

Be Blessed Now ,Debbie.

thanks everyone

i saw the doctor about a hour ago and he told me i must go back in hospial now, because he can see i cant breathe or have a conversation because im so breathless. i said no because last time when i was in hospital this lady died and i saw her, so i cant bear to see that again, my doctor said he understands and he will ring tommorow and get me a emergency appt with the top respiritory doctor in the next few days. he said i need some heart tests done to as the cushings could have damaged my heart and im getting syptoms that are very distressing.plus i need a chest xray to. the other doctor i saw today as prescribed me lorazepam for my anxiety and chloryl hydrate for sleeping with my zolpidem, so im a bit more calm now.

thanks again everyone

MS/Debbie

If the Lord gives me a word to share.....It just is. When Debbie spoke of wanting to die and taking her life.....unless I misunderstood....that was a huge wake up call......and a big no no in God's eyes....My whole point was to give her a word from God....but more important was for her to stop carrying the burdens of her life herself....He died for us so that he took the sin and burdens from us.....so give it to him......all of it...no longer carry it yourself....we are not equipped to handle it alone and on our own.


Feeling fear is ok feeling like taking your life because you have no hope is not ok. You guys should know me by now...I don't ***** foot around. I say it like it is....If God put on my heart the ailing mental state of debbie and mental state that she has battled forever......who and what can she do.....just as I said....give it Him...

I am not preaching to her the Lord my God is....He loves her...and he wants her to knock off her crap......pretty easy....and very true. Debbie knows how much I love her and that I am going to be here every step of the way.....But for me the pity party stops here.....If that is mean well so be it....I want her healed and until she releases it....she will not.

And if God gives me a word of Debbie hindering herself from true healing....then what.....just say ok.....Not on your
life......If my boldness bothers some people.....oh well. I listen to God and only God.....And never will I not give a word that God puts on my heart because it may hurt the other person......for a bit they might be but in the long run God will be the victor.

And Debbie will be healed in the name of Christ....



AMEN

i wasnt referring to killing MYSELF, i was asking god to take me away because i cant cope no more, and that night i was so ill i thought i was dieing, thats why i asked him to take me away.

that which does not kill you makes you stronger...

yes thats true, the lorazepam are helping me cope. and im seeing the top doctor in the next few days, so hopefully ill be more comfortable with the chest pain and hopefully there will be something else he can give me so i can breathe properly.

its just going to take so long to cure this cushings and they might not even be able to, it will be over a year until i get improvements, and sometimes i think, how am i going to cope like this for a year, hopefully they will keep me on the lorazepam until i get better for a year or so and then i should be able to cope. i explained everything to my doctor and i wont be better until a years time so i would imagine he will keep me on the lorazepam until then, else there was no point giving it me today. hes reviewing me montly.

if debbie breath, then who make her breath but god?

if she breath, does she not have god?

how is god not in her heart, as the heart does not pump blood of it's own will does it?

how can debbie see god is in her heart by saying he is not?

is not seeing he is already there what make one believe, lol....

let no man steal your crown, by convincing it is not already worn.......peace

whos saying i dont have a god?? i need him

Debbie my sweet friend...lf I misunderstood the e-mail then please please forgive me.....My main goal is to support you and to pray for complete healing of your body......

its ok, really it is

you already have him in all the ways you need him, as god is nothing more than the truth of each ones destiny, trapped and written on their heart, and it whispers from the heart the things most wished NOT to be true, but if all these things are embraced, then all peace and tranquility reside..........

accepting ALL the things the heart say will indeed unleash a power once accepted, and this power can create anything, but with such power wisdom must also be had, and what wisdom could ever be had if one walked each day with all things as good, so if one has walked each day with many things as bad, then MUCH wisdom and purpose has been made to be created, just not yet seen, and to allow such to come forth, one only need accept and say yes to everything the heart say to oneself, be it good or bad.....

to only accept the good the heart tells one about oneself is what keep the spring of all peace and painlessness from erupting in an instant......

thankyou